Lexis P.O.V
I didn't know what to do.
I had no idea what had just happened.
I can't believe what had just happened.
I can't believe what Harry and Nicole had just said.
I couldn't breath and I stood there in the middle of the bathroom. I felt like throwing up and the only thing coming out of me were tears, lots and lots of tears. It was then that I realized what I had to do.
I walked over to the shower and pulled back the curtain.
"Bingo!" I said as my voiced cracked due to the fact that I was still crying.
I grabbed what I was looking for and sat down on the toilet! putting toilet paper under my feet.
"I have to do this!" I said as I took my cold razor blade in my head and began cutting my shaking arm going down my list.
"One cut for being worthless. One cut for being stupid. One cut for losing my best friend. One cut for being the problem..again. One cut for being me. One cut for being alive. One cut for ruining everyone's lives. One cut for not killing myself when I had the chance." I cut my wrist the final time and broke down crying. It stung but felt good.
"I deserved this." I said to myself.
I looked at my feet, the toilet paper soaked in blood. I decided to clean up the mess and as I was doing so I heard a knock on the door.
"Hurry up! I need to pee! Who is in there?" Harry screamed as i started to shake in fear.
"It's me! Be out In a minute!" I screamed throwing the toilet paper away and trying to wash my wrist.
"Oh well in that case." I heard him say as he barged in. DAMN FORGOT TO LOCK THE DOOR!
I pulled down my sleeves before he could see my arms and I just stood there. He walked pass me hitting me in my arm.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" He yelled as I ran to my room. I heard him slam the door.
I opened my room door and saw Nicole laying on her bed.
"Nicole what happene-LEAVE ME ALONE! You ruined my life!" She interrupted me.
"Well, whatever I did I'm sorry." I said to her as I went and payed down on my bed.
"Just shut up and leave me alone, I'm going to sleep."
"Fine." I responded and started to silently cry. I drifted off to sleep.
Worst. Day. Ever.
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