Lexis P.O.V
@LexiHoran:
@NiallOfficial when will you notice me?!? Oh I know the answer to that...NEVER!!!
I log out of my Twitter and close my laptop laying it down softly on my bed next to my mess of pillows.
My Twitter account is completely centered around One Direction, mostly Niall but he's my favorite so that's that haha.
I go to the bathroom to do what I always do. I locked the door and pulled out my razor blade. I slid it across my arm. It felt cold just the way I liked it. The blood started coming out in a line of dots. It does not hurt, it actually feels good. I dabbed it with a towel, put a bandaid on it, and walked out of the bathroom like nothing had happened.
"Why is it so hard to get noticed by some one who means the world to you?" Inside myself angrily as I was getting ready for another lame day at my lame high school in my lame hometown of boresville.
I put on my outfit that I had planned to wear today. Making sure to cover up the bruises I had on my legs. I put on a few bracelets making sure to cover up my scars and the bandaid so nobody would ask questions. Even if people do ask questions my answer is always the same, the cat did it. I don't even have a cat...
I have a secret that only my best friends Nicole and Farrah know about. He still beats me whenever I see him but the beatings are nothing compared to what he has done to me in the past. Anyways back to reality...
I get dressed in my outfit for the day. It consists of 5 bracelets on my right wrist and 6 on my left as the left has more scars. I put on a flowery-is type tank top and white leggings and I pull my hair in a messy bun.
"I mean...If I ever got to meet Niall our conversation would probably go something like this..." I said as I imagined the possible conversations we could have.
Niall- "Hi beautiful."
Me-"Hi Niall!!! Can you pleaseeee sign this?"
Niall-"Sure."
Me-"Can I get a picture?"
Niall-"Sure."
Me-"Can we make babies?"
Niall-"Sure, wait, What?!"
Me- "Too late." I would say with a wink
"Yup..Thats what would happen." I say with a huge ammount of doubt in my voice as I throw on my last accesory and run down the staires and head out the door walking the mile to school.
Yes I know, a 17 year old without her licenses, such a shocker! The only reason I don't have one is because...he never let me get one.
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