What About Me?

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Kendrick.

Me & Vana been talking for a while now. Its crazy that her birthday is before mine. She told me how her father walked out on her, Enai & her moms. Mrs.. Canava is nice & she's a bad one.. Havana looked better than Sherane. She was Cuban, African American & Jamaican. Her hair stopped at the middle of her back, greenish brown eyes, & thick in all the right places. I had to make her mines. We were 16 and in love. yup. Tonight she invited me to dinner. Dre is back from tour, he's one of my idols. I took a shower & threw on my khakis, black tshirt, black chuck Taylors & my Cuban Link Chain Havana gotten me for my birthday. Then walked down the street to Havanas house & knocked on the door.

"Hey Kendrick, come in" Enai said opening the door. "Vana Banana, Dot. K is hereeee"

Havana came downstairs looking good af. She had on a jumper, a cut up tshirt that showed her black bra & some all white chucks with her Cuban Link Chain.

"I'm glad you're here" she smiled. "Well lets go"

She grabbed my hand & led me to the dining room. Her twin sisters Jordyn & Andrea, her mom, Enai & Dre were at the table.

"Hi K.Dot" Jordyn & Andrea said together ..

"Mommmm!! Jordyn copping me!" Andrea yelled

"I said it first! Andreaahuhuhuhh" Jordyn elbowed Andrea. Then they started fighting over who said.it first .

"BASTA YA! Canava yelled

"Yea what she said" Dre laughed.

"Its so nice of you Kendrick to come join us for dinner" Canava smiled. I sat down next to Havana.

"I heard a lot about you Kendrick" Dre said..

"What'd you hear?" i asked

"You and my step daughter are in love" he laughed "Just kiddin man, I'm fuckin witchu, I heard you rap"

"Yea, i write every now and then.. But i don't take it serious" i said

"That's cool if you need some help lemme know"

After we all ate,  Havana walked with me back to my house holding hands.

"Dre seems cool" i said

"Only because you were there." she laughed. We went inside and sat down, Havana talked a little bit, then it was quiet. She kissed me & i started stripping her clothes off.

"You ready?" i asked

"Yeah" she replied. I inserted  myself with no hesitation. After we finished she put her clothes on and walked to the door.

She gave me a long kiss and ran back home.

"Kendrick" someone pulled my shirt.

"What the fuck?" i said

"I miss you" SHERANE smiled

"Gahhh don't you see me with Havana" i snapped

"Leave her for me.. Come one Kenny, i know you miss me & this pussy" she smiled

"No" i said. she pulled me closer to her and kissed me.

Then she was on her knees sucking my dick. Did I use a condom when I fucked Vana?

shit.

The Next  Day

Havana

Last night was cool. I'm glad Kendrick finally got to meet my stepdad since thats his idol and all. I hopped in the shower after that I put on my high waist pants, black sports bra, Dre's black varsity Deathrow Jacket & my black Doc Martens. I didn't do nothing to my hair it was naturally curly... Me & Enai walked to the bus stop. We talked for a little while & eventually the bus came. As soon as i got on i saw Kendrick kissing fucking Sherane. I ran off the bus & stopped because i threw up. When i got home, i was panicking like crazy. What was wrong with me? Was Kendrick kissing Sherane? Am I Pregnant ? I asked our housekeeper to get me a pregnancy test .

"What are you doing home?" mom asked

"I was feeling a little sick" i lied.

"Oh, well Dre is going back on tour & i have to take him to the airport ..Then i have a very important meeting, Belinda is here. call her if you need anything " mom said walking out the door.

As soon as she left, Belinda was back. She gave me the test & i ran in the bathroom and peed on it. It read positive .. I can't be pregnant .

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