Havana's Song | Kendrick Lamar Fanfiction

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Havana POV

At the dinner table I was heated at af. Looking at my fathers bitch ass, and the fact that Sherane put her hands on my sister .

"So, Vana how's everything in Cali?" My father asked

"Fine. Why'd you leave us?" I asked

"Havana. I left because I wasnt ready for a family. Me and your mother wasnt working out so I needed time to think" he said

"WHAT A FUCKING BITCH. IF YOU COULDN'T HANDLE US. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE SEX WITH MY MOTHER THEN?" I yelled

"Havana you wouldn't understand! " he replied

"I never understand. When will I understand? " I snapped

"Vana please calm down its not good for the baby" Marie rubbed my back

"Oh. so you're pregnant? " my father laughed.

"Whats funny? I should stab yo ass rn" I said picking up a knife.

"Vana please calm down" Marie said

"Fuck this shit." I got up. "I dont want my baby to come out ugly. Im out this bitch".

I went upstairs and packed my bags.

"Havana can you just forgive him?" Marie asked

"NO FUCK THAT NIGGA" I yelled.

"Give him a chance" she suggested

"I gave him a chance. He fucking laughed at me because I'm pregnant. Fuck him" I snatched away from her.

"Just take me home" I began to cry. she held me and I sat down on the bed.I cried all night.

*A Few Hours Later*

I was awakened from my sleep by Marie. One part of me wanted to slap the living hell outta her.

"Havana look!" she exclaimed.

I looked at the t v and seen my dads name on the t.v

"Juan Cipirano was found dead in his house on Yatese Rd . The cause of death was suicide. Resources say that he visited his oldest daughter, who is the stepdaughter of American rapper Dr. Dre. She came to visit and they had an argument about him being absent from their life, Juan was only 43" said the news reporter

I cried more than what I was earlier. I couldn't believe I made him kill himself? What kind of daughter am I? All the words I said I didnt mean it. But you cant say shit to people with out hurting their feelings.

"You okay? " Marie asked

"I made him kill himself" I sobbed

"Its not your fault" she said

"YES IT IS!" I yelled . Covering my face with a pillow.

*The Next morning*

Marie POV

Today was Havanas last full day here. she doesn't want to stay for the funeral because it'll make her feel 10x worse.

"You know, he left you a letter" I said

"Yeah. but I dont wanna read it" she sighed.

"I'll send it to Canava" I went to the kitchen and got the letter that was for Havana.. My husband and I were supposed to go to Juans mother house but I didn't want to leave Havana here all alone. Practically she was on suicide watch rn. I kept a close eye on Havana. Just when I thought things would get better, they gotten worst.

A/N:(Sad chapter right? lol I will update soon. k ily guise ♡♥)