This Is Wrong

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by ArmaniTheEmpress

by ArmaniTheEmpress

Her Vice / Her Pain

2006

Just when I thought things were going smooth, here comes Q. I still have somewhat feelings for him, but not how I felt for Kendrick.Speaking of him, I miss him although we haven't talked since the whole "break" if we talked it was only about our child and if she had everything she needed. Maybe he did move on maybe he found someone better than I. I woke up this morning, fucked. literally Q was gone it was just me and Journei in bed..

"Havana get up baby, Kendrick is here" my mother says shaking me. I groaned when she said his name. I stretched, wiped the crust out my eyes and walked to the bathroom.

"Want me to tell him you're coming? " she asked poking her head into the bathroom.

"Yes" I began to run the water so I could brush my teeth.. After I finished brushing my teeth and shit, I picked up Journei and went downstairs Kendrick was sitting on the couch looking at a picture.

"Good morning" he said putting it back on the glass table.

"Morning" I replied dryly, it was 9 am a bitch was tired as hell, what could he possibly want? I barely gotten any sleep due to Journei crying all night and Q all up in my face.

"Well damn, thats all I get?" he chuckled.

"Yes. Aint nothing was good about this morning" I sighed playing in Journei's hair.

"You wanna talk about it? " he asked

"No." I rested my head in the palm of my hand.

"I know you heard this already. But I just got signed to this big ass record label." he said all in one breath.

"Thats great" I smiled

"But" he added.. My smile dropped. "I have to go on tour opening up for The Game, you know how much this means to me? So I won't be around for a while"

"Great!" I faked a smile. I wasn't gonna make his ass stay here with me.I wanted him to follow his dream, but just dont forget about us. Although we aren't together, he still means the world to me.

"You can come if you---"

"No!" I cut him off. "When are you leaving?"

"Next month" he replied.

"Just dont forget about us" I sighed pulling him into a hug.

"Well I gotta get to this meeting, i'll pick Journei up at around five" he said standing up.

"Ok" I stood up and led him to the front door.

"Oh and Havana.... I love you" he said

"I love you too" I smiled then blew him a kiss.

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