Havana's Song | Kendrick Lamar Fanfiction

Dont Forget About Us.

Her Pain

          Later That Day

This was the first time ever in history that Kendrick kept his word, he actually came and picked Journei up exactly at 5. Honestly, I was going to miss my little "baby father" even though he has that "I Aint Shit" mentality,  but I loved every part of it. I also loved being his baby mother too, his hoes thought they could get the time of day, when really im on his mind 24/7. Think about it. I got Kendrick whipped and he dont even know it. All of my thoughts were interrupted when I heard Q yelling my name from across the street.

"WHAT ?" I yelled back.

"Come here!" he yelled.  I sighed and went back in the house, surprisingly he didn't follow me.Then there was a knock at the door.

"What?!" I yelled opening the door.

"Damn, why you gotta be like that?" Q asked

"What do you want man? I asked with an whole live attitude. I wasnt in the mood to talk to his bitch ass right now. 

"You fucked Kendrick, didnt you?" he asked

"NO nigga, getchu some business!" I snapped

"Aight, im finna go" he said

"Good, dont come back either" i slammed the door.

A Few Hours Later

Kendrick came back with Journei. Finally i was so bored and I realized I had no life without her.

"Hey " I said getting her from him.

"Sup?" he smirked

"I miss you" i finally said

"I bet you do" he chuckled. I shook my head and brought the bags upstairs from the mall.

""You can leave" I said pointing to the door.

"Oh, so can Q can come over. I gotchu Vana" he laughed getting up.

"Why you acting?' I asked

"Only because you are." he replied

"How?" 

"I gotta go" he said

"At least tell ME! How am I acting? What you dont understand is that I love you more than anything, You just keep pushing me away. For what? What am I doing wrong to make you act so hostile towards me" I said grabbing onto his shirt.

"Oh so fucking Q is the right thing to do Havana? Thats my homeboy." He snatched away from me.

"I'm so sorry, I'll do anything to make this work again. I swear. I dont just want to be your baby mother Kendrick, just please give me another chance" i began to cry. I hated crying , it mad me look so weak. I really hope he doesnt use it against me

"Maybe that role fits you.. Just my baby mother. Because the girlfriend shit doesnt fit it right now. Maybe this break is doing just fine for us. Well for me" he opened the door, turned around and looked at me. "You know I'll always love you"

"I love you too, Kendrick just------" he cut me off with a long lustful kiss. Im gonna miss this for a while. How could I be so stupid?

Months Later

Some people around the neighborhood told me that Kendrick left for tour. One part of me was hurt, but in reality I hurt myself. I would do anything to get him back. Me and Q stopped talking for a while. It wasnt his fault for Kendrick and I's break up or split, whatever you want to call it. It was all my fault because  I chose to sleep with him, he didnt force me to. I did it on my own.

A/N( Stupid chapter?But eh. I was bored and for yall niggas who didnt know Kendrick did go on tour in 2006, opening up for the Game. So yahh. I had to do my research tbh.Journei is 4 btwz)

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