Havana POV
I woke the next morning alone. Kendrick left me all alone. It was A bright ass Sunday morning, I had no shit to do today, I cleaned up a little bit and laid back on the couch. Then there was a knock on the door . It was Q. Hell his ass want?
"Hey" I yawned
"Can I come in ?" He asked
I opened the door and he walked in.
"Did you come back last night?" I asked
"Nah, I just wanted to give this to you " he said handing me a promise ring. It had My whole name engraved on it💍
"Aww thank you" I smiled. I leaned in towards him and gave him a long kiss. Was I enjoying this? Hell nah . After he left my mom , Dre , Jordyn , Andrea and Enai were here.
"How was the show ?" I asked
"Good" Mom walked passed me. Everybody was salty today. Whatever it was I didn't have the time for it.I went up stairs to my room and laid in my bed. Last night kept replaying in my head when me and Kendrick had sex , when I told him how I felt. I was awakened from my thoughts when my mom was arguing with Dre. I walked over to my door and listened.
"What the fuck do I have to do to please your ass huh? You can't ever be please with the shit I try to do for y'all" Dre yelled
"Fuck you Dre I don't need this shit or you!" She snapped
"Where you gonna go? Back to Miami ? Nobody stopping ya ass!"
I threw on some sweats and went downstairs.
"Havana where the fuck you going?" My mom asked
"Kendrick's !" I said
"You didn't ask me!"
"When the fuck do I ever need to ask you? don't take this shit out on me! You mad stay mad cause I don't give a fuck!" I walked out slamming the door. I walked to Kendrick's house and he was sitting on the porch by himself writing.
"Sup Vana " he stood up and welcomed me with a hug.
"I just wanted to see what you were doing" I lied.
"You know writing , the usual" he said "Dre like the tape?"
"He was too busy so he couldn't look into it , but I gave it to him"
"Thanks Havana. I really hope he likes it. Ya know, soon I wanna get out this place" Kendrick placed his arm on my shoulder.
"I can understand that." I sighed. "I have a question"
"I'm listening" he said
"Kendrick do you love me?" I asked
"Of course I love you, Havana" he said
He pulled me closer to him and took a deep breath. "Look, I love you more than anything.I know we don't see eye to eye sometimes, but I need you."
"Aww, I feel special" I smiled.
A Few Weeks Later
Havana POV
Today was the 12th and I usually start my cycle. All week I've been throwing up and my appetite wasn't like it used to. My mom started to worry about me , she questioned me if I was pregnant? Did me and Q had sex after the prom. I said no the only person I had sexual relations with was Kendrick. My mom didn't want me to lie about being pregnant, she told me to be straight up. I didn't want her to be disappointed in me. After I finished my Pre Calculus homework she came in and sat on the bed.
"Havana please be honest with me are you pregnant? I won't be angry with you. I just want to know if you're ok" she said sounding like she wanted to cry..
"Ma" I ran to the bathroom and began to throw up. But this time, I threw up this yellow stuff and blood. I threw up this stuff until I couldn't anymore.
"That's it I'm taking you to the hospital" she said grabbing me.
We drove to Cedars-Sinai Hospital and I went to the emergency room. The doctor came in placed this jelly on my stomach.
"Congrats Ms. Castellanos , you are 3 weeks pregnant" the doctor said
"That's all you have to say Havana , mama I'm pregnant" she smiled. The fuck she happy for. "So who's the father?"
"Kendrick" I said
"Were you planning on hiding this from me?" She asked
"Ma, I just didn't want you to be mad at me" I said
The doctor came in and gave me my prescription and we were gone.
"I'm gonna go to the drug store , then I'll see if I could set you up for night school, ok" my mom said. I nodded and took my clothes off. I can't believe I was gonna be a mother. I hopped in the shower then there was a knock on the door.
"Dot. K is here" Jordyn lame ass said
"Ok" I turned off the shower and opened the door.
"Your mom told me the news" he said walking over to me.
"You aren't mad?" I asked
"Havana , I can't be mad at you" he kissed me.
My mom came back with FatBurger and she said Ill be starting night school when I reach 5 months.
"How am I gonna tell Q all this?" I said
"Just tell him you're pregnant, I'm sure he's not gonna kill your ass" Kendrick played in my hair.
A/N(Some of y'all won't like me after this chapter lol. I'm thinking about doing another Kendrick fan fiction , "Opposites Attract" I'll let you know when I'll post it!✌️"
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Havana's Song | Kendrick Lamar Fanfiction
FanficThe title says enough.. Havana's song, her pain, her vice and her evils.