Havana's Song | Kendrick Lamar Fanfiction

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May 2003

Havana POV

I was really scared to tell Q that I pregnant and it wasn't his. He said we all make mistakes and we all slip up sometimes in life, he even said that he that he still loves me. Which was sweet. My mom wanted Kendrick to move in with us, that's too much. Me and Kendrick even gotten closer than we already been. I wanted us to stay on good terms , not because of the baby just because I've gotten tired of the on and off relationship with him.

"What are we gonna name it?" he asked

"If it's a girl I wanted it to be Journei , if it's a boy can we have a Kendrick Jr?" I replied

"Why the name Journei?" he asked

"You know what, I really haven't thought about it" I said .

Kendrick POV

I'm surprised that Havanas mother was cool with the pregnancy. Anyother mother would flip if they found out their daughter is pregnant. Now that Havana is carrying my child it's time for me to grow up and become a man. I'm gonna start taking my career as a rapper seriously , record more , write more. I don't want my daughter or son to be born into no struggle. After prom I haven't heard from sherane after she set me up.

Flashback

Me and Sherane were walking back from the school. I drunk a little bit but I wasn't drunk, like sloppy drunk. c'mon I'm Kendrick I can't be seen like that. Sherane was talking about how Havana was eyeing her the whole time. Like I gave a fuck. Two guys in black hoodies approached us.

"Don't you think you're a little too close partna" I said. Sherane left my side and stood with the other nigga.

"You fucking with Sherane nigga?" One guy asked. I know this hoe ain't set me up.

"Fuck no, she was just my date to prom, I got a bitch" I snarled

Then they started attacking me. one of the niggas smacked my ass. I wasn't with that gay shit so I punched the fuck outta him. Sherane was just sitting there laughing and kissing the other nigga. I wanted to fuck her ass up.

"Alright stop!" Sherane demanded "See ya later Kendrick" she blew me a kiss and walked off with them niggas. If looks could kill Sherane would be in the funeral home right now. And that's when I walked to Havanas crib.

Flashback Over

My mom paged me, so I had to go back home , I really didn't want to leave Havana here but I had to.. I walked back to my house.

"KENDRICK LAMAR DUCKWORTH WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?" My dad yelled

"With Havana pop" I said

"Better be" he said

"Nigga if you don't calm down" my mom said "KENDRICK YOU AINT TOLD ME YOU WERENT GONNA COME BACK"

"Ma , Pop, I got something I want to tell y'all" I shook my head

"Havana pregnant" they both said

"Jinx you owe me some Dominos" my dad said

"Can't you shut the hell up bout some dominos" mom said

"Nigga it's time for you to grow up and become a man now, you slipped up and fucked without a condom, Kendrick I told your ass about that you done violated the sex act of 1987 when I had yo ass" dad said

"Time for you to get a job as well , I know Dr. Dre won't be spending all his money on yo seed." mom sighed.

"Are y'all mad?" I asked

"Nope just take care of your responsibility as a father and always be there for Havana, we won't be mad at you"

"And stop fucking with Sherane! Stank ass hoe ain't nothing but fucking trouble with her foul ass weave , if you got that hoe pregnant hell yeah I'll be mad as fuck" pop yelled

After while they let me go back to Havanas house. She was sitting up eating vanilla ice cream and watching t.v.

"Where'd you go?" She asked

"My mom and Dad didn't know where I went so I had to go back" I responded

"Oh, cool" she continued to eat her ice cream.

2 Months Later

July 2003

Havana POV

I'm at the second month of my pregnancy. February couldn't come any slower. I was glad that Kendrick stayed with me and held me every night. I see Q every once in a while. I still got feelings for him. I still wear his promise ring, even though I broke the promise by cheating on him and having Kendrick's baby.. Kendrick told me to stop seeing Q and stop worrying about him. Sometimes I wonder what if I was pregnant with Qs baby instead of Kendrick's? I wish I could control who I slept with. My momma said be careful what you wish for and I lowkey wished for a baby, so that's what my ass get, I am expecting to have a girl. ❤️ Journei Kiana Duckworth .

"What's wrong baby?" Kendrick asked

"Just thinkin" I sighed and turned towards him.

"Alright you better not be stressing about nothing. If my daughter comes out ugly I'm beating ya ass" he joked

"Baby I'm fine" I laughed.

"Mhm we'll see February 14th " he said

"Valentines Day"i smiled

"Whelp that's my mom telling me to bring my black ass home, see ya aight" he kissed my forehead. I nodded and pulled him for a long passionate kiss.Right after he left my mom came in.

"Mama, i wanna visit my father" I said sitting up.

"Havana don't be talking crazy now" she placed her hand on her hip.

"Please, I mean shit I haven't seen him since I was little can I see if he's alive and breathing" I semi yelled

"Watch who the fuck you talking to. Juan Cipriano never gave a fuck about you me or Enai, why should you?" she said "Plus don't you got Dre ?"

"Ma please, stop thinking about you and think about me.. do you not see my situation ?"

"Havana ok you're only 17, ima let you do whatever you want. I'll call Dre about the plane tickets tomorrow , get some rest"

"Alright, thanks ma" i said