...But You Don't Notice at All. (One Direction)

Closer

"You all ready darling?" Harry buried his nose in my curled hair and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Mm," I answered pressing the bridge of my nose to his cheek.

"Very educated answer," he snickered. I pressed my lips to his cheek for a moment. "It's just about time for me to go," he sighed.

"Mm, I don't think you have to," I teased.

"Hm, I think I do," he smiled, then pressed his lips to mine. "I love you," he whispered

"I love you back," I grinned straightening the collar on his shirt then pressed my lips to his once more, "now go kill it,"

"You too," he smiled and headed towards the other wing of the stage.

"Kat," I heard a voice behind me as I watched Harry walk away.

"Mhm," I said, turning around to see Landon, "um, oh, uh, hi," I stuttered.

"Um, you're mic is all prepped," he said quickly shoving the microphone into my hand.

"Thanks," I said as he walked away briskly.

"Thirty seconds, Kat," a stage hand whispered loudly as I walked by.

My heart was pounding as I headed over to the wing of the stage. My ear rang and my breath quickened. I coughed trying to slow it back down, but nothing changed. A splitting pain coursed through my head. My vision began to blur as I saw Harry walk on stage. His intro to our song got mixed up in my brain as he said it.

When I heard the first few notes of our song I went into auto-pilot and sang. I could hear my shaking breaths through the stadium speakers between every word I sang but I kept going.

I started to feet even dizzier and I could barely see through the blind spots to Harry's concerned expression. I stumbled to my place for the ending of the song, and croaked out the last few notes of the song.

Harry pressed his lips to mine, as rehearsed. I tried to kiss him back but my breathing got even quicker and my knees gave out, and my microphone fell to the ground with a thud.

"Kat, are you okay," Harry said quickly catching me.

I shock my head and a sob escaped me.

"Kat you're shaking like crazy," he whispered, "I'm getting you off of this stage right now,". He picked me up bridal-style and I shock up and down with gasps and sobs.

"H-ha-Harry," I stuttered.

"Shh, Kat," he whispered, I could see tears welling up in his eyes, "you're going to be okay, alright, just hold on,". He turned towards a stage hand, "get the rest of the boys on stage right now. Someone call 911,"

"I-I," my words were interrupted by gasps of air, "l-l-love you" I managed to cry out.

"Kat, I love you too," Harry's voice sounded pained, "it's going to be okay, you're going to be okay,". His voice was clouded by a ringing in my ears. I tried to look up at him, but the blind spots covered almost all my vision. I grasped onto Harry's shirt weakly, and gasped once more.

"I'm sorry," I whispered and then everything went dark.

~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~

Dear Harry,

I miss you very much. It sucks here. I know I'd you were here you would tell me I should give this place a chance, and I would find people I like, but I've really tried and everyone is just mean to me. They say I'm weird and pudgy and I feel like I always say the wrong thing. I really wish you were here with me. I started writing a different letter saying everything was great, but I can lie to you even on paper. I cry a lot. My parents really seem to like it here, so I pretend I do too. My dad really likes his new job, and since he's so happy, my mom is happy as well. The choir here is different and they don't like my voice very much so I don't think I'm going to try out for the school musical. Hopefully things will get better soon. Tell everyone that I love and miss them. But don't tell them I love you most of all :)