BlurryFiction

~BlurryShame~

I wake up, I look at the clock it is 7am. I turn over to see Josh's mouth wide open drooling onto his pillow, I laugh quietly and I tap his head and wake him up. He tosses and turns a few times and moans (such a child) but he eventually wakes up. We both get up and we haven't herd a peep from Natasha or Dayl. (Pronounced Dale.) Josh leaves the room and I'm alone, I walk around his room being a little curious when all of a sudden Blurryface starts to send thoughts into my head; "WHAT IF HE THINKS YOUR SNOOPING...WHAT IF NATASHA WALKS IN AND YOUR ALONE WHAT WILL YOU SAY..OR EVEN WORSE WHAT IF HER AWKWARD FRIEND COMES IN?" 

I push all the thoughts out and then Josh comes into his room he hands me a pile of clothes then I realize that they are my clothes. "Oh thanks dude that was nice of you." Josh looks at me and smiles "It's no problem Ty, wanna listen to some music?" He asks and I smile and nod. Josh puts on one of his Amasic Cd's and we listen to them for a while and talk about Natasha and Dayl and whether we should let Josh's parents know. I stand up and I start to get dressed whilst Josh is singing along to his songs I take of my pj's and then I notice Josh trying to look at me but I just smile and go on as if I didn't see him. Josh is now looking right at me and I'm just about to put on my jeans when Josh says "Wait!" I turn to him and he just smiles and says "Oh wait it's nothing." I continue to get dressed very confused of what just happened. 

Josh asks me if I want breakfast and I feel hungry so I say yeah sure. We are just about to leave his room when we hear Natasha open the spare room door we then ask Dayl "Babe do you want some breakfast?" We keep listening and he says "Yeah sure." It sounds like they shared a kiss but I'm not quite sure. After they both go downstairs Josh asks me if it is still okay to go down without Blurryface getting triggered, I smile at him and say "Yeah sure come one" and we both go downstairs. We go through to the kitchen where Dayl and Natasha are eating toast and drinking a glass of orange squash. We all look at each other and smile nervously, Josh makes himself some cereal and asks me what I would like I just take cereal as well. 

Josh sits down at the table sitting over from Natasha and so I sit next to him which is over from Dayl. We are eating for about five minutes when Josh is about to asks them "So what was last night about?" But as he says it his mum walks into the kitchen and asks "What about last night?" Josh just laughs and replies "Oh nothing mum it's fine." Natasha looks up from her toast and gives Josh the look. Josh stands up and puts his bowl into the sink he takes mine for me to and we both go back upstairs. When we get into his room Josh asks if we can listen to music and I tell him yeah sure. We listen to a few songs when Natasha and Dayl walk into the room and Josh pauses the music, "So Tasha what was last night about?" 

Natasha gets a little red but she takes Dayls hand and sits on Josh's bed and says "Well Josh me and Dayl have been together a while now and we love each other a lot I just...I just don't know how to tell the family as they will probably not let him stay anymore." Josh looks at Natasha sniggers and says "Yeah we all no why you want him to stay." Josh looks at me laughing and I just go bright red and smile. Blurryface speaks to me in my head he says "Wow you must have looked like a creep there." I feel my face go a little bit more red and I missed what Josh and Dayl just spoke about becasue I was speaking to Blurry. Natasha and Dayl go back to the spare room and Josh plays the music again. 

We have been upstairs for a few hours now and Josh asks if we wanna go to the tree-house? I tell him that it would be good to get out for a while. Josh gets his coat and stuff he gives me a coat to put on top of my hoodie and when we are just about to leave Natasha walks out her room and asks where we are going? Josh tells her and she asks to come along so Josh lets her and Dayl join us. We let Josh's parents know we are going out and we make our way to the tree-house. 

On the way there I start to think about my mum and how she hasn't bothered trying to find me but just as I say that Josh shouts "TYLER!" I turn around to hear my mum screaming my name and then I feel her fist hit me in the face I fall to the ground and my mum stands over me screaming. Josh, Tasha and Dayl are just looking at me lying on the floor and Josh has frozen and Tasha and Dayl have a shocked/confused look on there face. My mum keeps kicking me in the stomach, I am trying not to cry in front of Josh's cousin but then she kicks me hard in the face and my whole face just explodes with blood, Josh falls to the ground crying he runs over to me and my mum slaps him! I look at her shocked and Blurryface is trying to take over my body but I take the pain and ignite it. I get up from the ground and use the back of my hand and slap it across my mums face she falls to the ground and just lies down looking at me holding her face, she looks shocked and thats when I realize that I better run Josh looks at me and sees that I am weak he picks me up and we run Natasha and Dayl follow us. 

I am trying to focus on things while Josh is running because I want to cry. Josh looks behind us when we get into his street and my mum is nowhere in sight so we make our way into his house, when we get in Josh's mum looks at me and Josh just turns to her and says "Mum just wait..I'll explain later." We all go upstairs and Josh signals Natasha and Dayl to go into the spare room. We enter josh's room and he lays me down on his bed and tells me he is gonna go get some tissues for my bloody nose. 

Josh comes back in the room and wipes the blood from my nose, he is being so gentle when he stops I look at him and start to cry. He sits down in front of me and hugs me tight "It will be fine Ty just listen to me, my mum saw us when we came in so I am gonna have to tell her now and she isn't gonna send you away from here, so just don't worry at the moment buddy." He looks at me and smiles I still cry and I explain how much I hate my life to him and how much I just wanna die but he keeps talking to me but I can't stop crying he cuddles into me on his bed and I keep crying on his shoulder, he puts his hand around my neck and lifts my head to be level with his head, he hugs me again and then I look into his mocha eyes everything is blurry to me because of my tears he looks back into my eyes and he whispers to me "Everything will be fine Ty." He then puts his C major lips against mine, I close my eyes I stop crying. Everything stops for me and I grab his neck and kiss him back he starts to take of my shirt, he runs his fingers up my chest and rips my shirt off, I take his Shirt off after and we roll over and Josh is now on top of me, I slide my jeans of and Josh runs his hand from my neck to my chest to my pants, he starts to take my pants of slowly and I take slowly take his jeans off. Josh now has me lying in his bed naked. 

He is on top of me kissing my neck and I'm biting my lip trying to be quiet but Josh is making that a bit hard he takes his pants off  and he runs his fingers from my crotch round to my back. I whisper into his ear "Josh I....I love you." He stops kissing my neck and looks at me he smiles there is a sweat drop on his forehead and he says "Ty I know that before Blurry was in control but not this time this is really happening." I smile and I suck his neck he groans my name quietly and we start to have sex I groan a little bit and I bite his neck hard, he then kisses me and then he kisses my neck. I make a few noises and say Josh's name a few times and Josh scratches my back whilst I bite his neck and he brings his mouth to my ear and says to me "I love you Ty" and just as he says that i am biting his neck his hand is running from my back to my crotch and then his door swings open and I turn around and see Natasha and Dayl. Natasha just looks at us lying naked on the bed her jaw drops and I feel my face go bright red and just as I thought it couldn't get any worse I hear some people opening his front door. Me and Josh share an awkward look with his cousin and her "friend" one last time and they walk out and shut the door. Me and Josh look at each other as we hear them sniggering walking into the spare room.