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~Jenna~

I wake up during the night, I toss and turn and I start to miss Josh and I feel bad for kissing Jenna but it felt right but at the same time it felt wrong. I need to tell Josh but I'm scared he might end our relationship, but then it's Josh he isn't like that. I can't believe I done that though why did I kiss a girl I only known for 2 seconds? I am so stupid! I get up during the night and put my clothes back on and I call Josh on Jenna's house phone. He answers and he sounds tired "Hello?" I reply "Hello Josh it's Tyler, can you please meet me somewhere and take me home I miss you and I need to speak to you and I can't sleep." Josh replies "Yeah of course Tyler, where about though? I smile with relief and I say "Just..umm...I don't know...ummm?....I can't even think" I hear a voice behind me say "Come on, I'll show you the way out of this part of town." I turn around to see Jenna smiling at me and I smile back and thank her. I tell Josh I will be home son and I hang up and Jenna and me leave the house.

We walk a bit and it is awkward to begin with and then Jenna turns to me "Umm yeah about earlier...sorry if the kiss made things awkward?" I smile awkwardly "Huh umm not it's fine, it felt right at the moment but I just ummm in a relationship with someone named Josh." Jenna smiles "Oh that's cute, he is lucky. I would love to meet him and maybe we could all hang out one day?" I reply "Yeah sure and is it okay if I tell him about the kiss? He is understandable he won't mind." Jenna smiles (she smiles alot) "Yeah sure." We walk around a corner and I start to think about stuff and my eyes fill up with tears but I make them go away and the cold makes me quite numb, Jenna points at a gate and we go over open it and end up just outside the forest.

Jenna smiles "Sooo...umm...this is it I guess?" I smile but my emotions are weak right now I wanna cry at the fact I wont see Jenna again but then I don't know her that well, how do I feel like this. I smile back "Yeah..umm...I suppose so?" She looks at me and I have an urge to kiss her and I try to stop it but she hugs me and I put my fore head against hers and she runs her fingers through my hair and we kiss again when we pull away she bites my lip....like Josh does. It felt right again but I still feel bad and then we kiss again and I can't help but kiss her back I need to and then I put my lips on her neck and I be gentle and kiss her soft skin she runs her delicate fingers from my hair to my neck and squeezes it. I pull away and I say "Till next time, Goodbye Jenna." She smiles "Goodbye Ty." As I begin to walk away the nickname reminds me of Josh and I start to rush to get home.

I get to the house and I just about knock but then I remember I can just walk in. I get upstairs Josh has fallen asleep so I get pj's on and jump into bed I cuddle up to Josh and then he turns around "Hello." I smile "Hello....Umm I have something to tell you? I understand if you kick me out." Josh looks at me uncertain not knowing what to think "Yeah sure, tell me?" My eyes get watery "Well....(I cry)...I...I kissed Jenna...twice. I don't know why I did it and I felt terrible about it and that's why I came home an told you." Josh just looks at me then he smiles "Ty it's fine honestly you haven't kissed a girl before so maybe you wanted to try it? Everyone tries anything at one point don't stress about it." I smile at how lucky I am to have Josh and I cuddle up to him kiss his neck and I get all clingy. Josh kisses me back "Goodnight Ty, I love you." "Goodnight Josh, I love you too." We snuggle up and fall asleep.

I wake up to the smell of bacon, "Mmmmm, I wake up and Josh isn't in bed so I get out of bed and go to Natasha and Dayl's room, they aren't in bed either. So I go back into my room and go to put clothes on but I just go down in my Pj's. I go into the kitchen and Natasha is crying and Dayl is next to her crying whilst Josh is making bacon. I go stand next to Josh "What happened?" Josh looks at me, he looks quite sad "Natasha well...she isn't pregnant. She lost the baby." My face fills with shock and Josh says to me "That's why I am making her bacon rolls, It is her favorite and a cup of coffee. I go over to Natasha and Dayl they are both crying so I say I try and comfort them I end up hugging them both and we all drink some coffee and eat bacon rolls. I begin to talk "Natasha, I know it must be difficult right now..but just try not to think about it, try and have a good day." She looks at me. Her eyes look drained "Tyler, I need to give birth to a dead child, nothing can cheer me up at the moment." I begin to get sad over the thought of it. We all stop talking and Natasha finishes her coffee, she didn't eat her food. Dayl and her leave the kitchen and go upstairs.

Me and Josh look at each other and we just talk about general stuff and then I start to think about Blurry and I look at Josh and sigh. I just wanna get on with life but Blurry keeps dragging me down and I can't be fucked anymore. Josh looks at me "Are you okay?" I smile "I will be." We kiss each other and we go for a walk, we end up down at the forest and so we head for the tree house and that's when Josh meets Jenna.

We stop and Jenna hugs Josh "You must be Josh, I'm Jenna." She smiles and Josh smiles back "Hello Jenna, yeah I'm Josh aha." I smile and say "Sooo....Jenna heyy..umm..I told Josh about the kiss because like yeah?" Jenna looks at me "Yeah that's cool, umm sorry I guess?" Josh smiles at her "It is fine." We all start to walk through the woods together and Jenna gets to know me and Josh a little better. We all end up leaving the forest and Jenna shows us the way to her house and we chum her home and then me and Josh walk back to the house and on the way back we talk about Seven, Blurry and Natasha's dead child.

When we get back to the house we hear Natasha upstairs crying so we rush upstairs and we ask her what is wrong "I'm happy, these are tears of joy I found out that the baby is not dead, we where..I was never pregnant!" Dayl is smiling happily in the corner and I smile at him and we sit with them for a while. We all go downstairs and me and Josh make dinner, we all eat Macaroni mixed with sausage and it is delicious.

After dinner we all go upstairs and unpack the items from what we retrieved from my old house, I get a little bit emotional at some items but I don't cry. After everything is unpacked we all sit on the couch in the sitting area and watch some t.v, everyone is happy and smiling and for the first time ever today has turned out to be a good day and I feel at home. I smile "I love you guys, you have made my life 10x better!" Everyone smiles and thanks me and tells me I have changed there life too. We basically talk all night long about good memories and stuff and then we switch of the lights and we all watch t.v with a cup of coffee and we enjoy the rest of tonight for once.

I hear Blurryface trying to get through and ruin my fun but I don't let him I block him out and we watch the t.v share some jokes and cuddle up and just have fun. The phone rings as we are talking about our good childhood memories. I answer it "Hello?" "Hello is this Tyler?" "Yeah it's me" "Oh heyy it's Jenna, I was wondering if you and Josh wanna come to my place tomorrow or we can all go a walk?" I smile "Yeah sure, would his cousin and her boyfriend be able to come?" "Yeah sure!" "Okay sweet see you tomorrow then, bye." "Okay bye."  I go sit back on the couch. "So looks like we are all going out tomorrow  then!" 

\Dayl's P.O.V/

I hear a whisper in my ear, It's Seven trying to make me think an do things, he is trying to ruin the night but I don't let him so I block him out and he whispers to me as he leaves me alone "FiNe ThEN If ThAT's WhaT yOu WaNt ByEeEee bUt YoU WIlL paY foR THiS sOme How!!" I smirk and we all continue to watch the t.v an have an amazing night. I smile at Natasha and give her a kiss and she smiles back "I love you." "I love you too babe."