Hours after my session with Ethan I find myself laying flat out on my bed, smiling into the ceiling like a fool. I get lost in my thoughts, my dreams. Ethan is the first person to treat me like a real person. The people that I see on a day to day basis look at me like I'm some sort of pitiful, helpless, wounded animal.
But not Ethan. When I told him 'it's boring in here' he responded in a way that I could fix it. Any doctor or nurse would immediately have me moved to somewhere with a better view and maybe bring me in an extra juice in the morning. Ethan also knew how to make me laugh, smile, and feel happy; a good laugh from me is truly a challenge to get.
His joke about them taking away my pudding makes my chuckle to myself whenever I think of it. His smile and his laugh are things that I now hold onto, because no one ever truly laughs and smiles with me. They all give me that half-ass sympathetic smile, their eyes always squinted underneath their furrowed brows.
When I remember it's only been on day with Ethan, I get excited for the future. I can only imagine and plan out what the days to come have in store for me. Examples: Painting and getting trouble. Those are what I mainly look forward to. Trouble has always been an adrenaline pumper for me. I'm not saying I was a bad kid when I was in school. But if one thing that will for sure go down as valid is that I never got caught. Im 'sneak and smart as fuck' says Quinn, one of my closest friends.
With Ethan I get a troublesome vibe. No the vibe that say 'get away he's dangerous', more like 'he seems fun and outgoing'. I like having that energy around me. He seems like he wouldn't mind getting in trouble, I'm sure he'd find a way to charm his way out of it. I wonder what it's like, getting in trouble...
So maybe this time, just maybe, I'll let myself get caught.
A/N I promise this is the last short chapter you guys will be seeing! I needed to put up so,etching to keep you guys happy so enjoy this for now! A long ass chapter is in the near future!
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Fanfiction"Wait, so why did you want to do this?" I ask. "Why not?" "I don't know." I look around the dull room. "It's boring." "The only the boring about this is the way you are currently thinking." He laughs, propping his legs up on my bed like he owns it...
