32. JUST TELL ME WHAT'S THE FINAL DECISION!!!

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I hate waking up to this, the feeling of being carried away like a limp corpse.

I feel like somebody is carrying my dead body to bury in the woods.

I know I'm overreacting but that's what I ought to do after a day like this! It's way too much to keep up with. I'm drained mentally and emotionally.

I'm confused till my maximum capacity and my thoughts are a haze.

I'm awake but I don't want to open my eyes. Its a relief to stay away from reality, even if that's for a little while.

"I know you're awake" the voice carrying me says.

That's when I realise that I don't know who's carrying me. It's a male definitely, firstly no girl can carry my weight and secondly the person has highly strong and tonned muscles.

I don't want to open my eyes to see who it is. Ahh! I can try to recollect the voice.

Veer was right, my mind is working slow today.

Veer.... Is he carrying me?
No, I would have recognised his voice even in this state, it's not him.

Is he not my destined? Is he really not? But we love each other, don't we? Robert was not supposed to be a part of this equation.

I groan.

"Knew you were awake" he says.

Did I groan aloud?

Okay it's time to end the drama and open my eyes to the reality.

I open my eyes and glare at the person holding me. But as soon as I see who it is my anger melts.

Its my son- Chaos.

Its weird addressing him as my son, I mean who has an adult son when they are barely adults? I'm seventeen and my son is twenty-two.

It's surprising how my anger melts on merely seeing him. I guess becoming a mother changes your whole perspective.

Did I just admitted being a mom?

Yep, I did and I'm officially the worse mother ever! I don't recognise my son's voice!

You're pathetic!

But I'm so new to all this, I haven't digested the fact, no wonder why Veer reacted that way.

Veer...

Oh My God! He's not my mate, he's not my destined! Robert is and he doesn't love me and I don't know how I feel about him.

"Please mom don't panic, it'll be alright. I'm there for you" Chaos says.

"I really appreciate your help son but I'm so pissed. I don't know what I want. I mean how can Robert be my mate when I don't love him, he doesn't love, he wanted to kill me! Something is not right son, I love Veer, he loves me back but he's confused"

"Everything will be perfect mother, just let things happen the way they're meant to" Chaos says.

"You know mean me staying alone for the rest of the eternity, right?"

"Of course not! You'll live with your destined, you deserve happiness, The Fates can never be wrong, after all they descended from you"  Chaos says.

"You're so sweet my little boy, urgghh I'm sorry, I... just well never mind"

"I'll always be your little boy mom, no matter how old I'm, I'll always be your little boy" Chaos says.

"You speak like a grown up"

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