Don't Judge So Fast (Hiatus)

Chapter 5

I saw Yoongi secretly smile to someone behind me. They are probably mocking me, so childish. It's not the first time people make fun of me and it's not a bother, but I can't handle when they pity me.

We arrived at BigHit and everybody exited the car. I told their manager that I would call him when we needed the car and I dispensed him. He seemed pretty mad but it was his fault anyways so I shrugged it off and followed the boys to their practice room.

"Okay guys" I said "No new routines today, just play the old ones so you all can heat up. I'm not your mother so I'll be in the studio next door. I'll be back in 3 hours and I hope to see you all sweaty and tired"

"We have to practice for 3 hours!?!" Namjoon said, eyes wide "Nonstop?"

"Really?" said Jin.

"I don't think I can do that" said Namjoon, he even seemed scared.

These guys are such a lazy ass. But I guess I was a maniac when I was a trainee, 3 hours were nothing to me, but my crew would leave me alone training cause they were exhausted.

"What is your routine then?" I asked.

"We do 1 hour and a half then stop for 20~30 minutes. But sometimes we do 2 hours straight. It depends on the day and if we have schedule" said Hoseok. He was indeed the one responsible for their choreography and he knew the boys better than me so I put him in charge which he was surprised. These guys must thing that I'm a crazy bitch hungry for control. I knew when to back off if there was someone better than me for the job.

"Call me if you need anything" I said and headed to the door. "But I still wanna see everybody panting until lunch"

I went to the studio next to their practice room. It was my favorite cause it was at the end of the corridor. No one would go there if they didn't have a reason, so it's really calm.

The three hours went by so I went to check the guys. They were all lying on the floor, but Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook were the only ones panting like they just finished dancing. Namjoon was the first to see me. I questioned him with my eyes and he quickly explained.

"Those 3 nuts over have more energy than anybody here, so they started to fool around and that's the result".

Yoongi sighed like he was tired that they have to explain everything to me. Gosh I'm starting to look like a boring mother that just can't leave her kids alone to do their own stuff, no surprise he seems so pissed all the time. Give me a break though, I stopped interacting with people for some time now, I can only be quiet or act like the boss, there is no in between.

"Let's go have lunch guys, you deserve it" I said and left. The boys followed me like I was a duck mother which was cute in a creepy way. Four of them are older than me but they accepted my leadership without hesitation, even Yoongi. Dude, just no, that's wrong.

"I'm not your leader and you know that, right?" I asked them and they seemed surprised that I was talking first. Actually it is the first time in more than a year that I'm starting a conversation, not just ordering around.

"Why are you saying this?" Asked Namjoon. They all looked confuse.

"You are following me like I am the duck mother" I said and stopped walking in the middle of the corridor. They stopped as well "That's what I'm saying".

"You are a sumbae at the company so it's natural" He replied.

"But you are the leader, so just" I motioned with my hand for him to go ahead "lead".

Hoseok and Jungkook burst out laughing and the rest were just dumbfounded.

"Hyung, where is your leadership? Will you just let her take control of BTS?" Asked Taehyung, smiling evilly and winking at me.

Actually I didn't understand their reactions. It wasn't even funny.

"Shut up kiddo" He said and walked away, BTS following him except for one person.

"What?" I asked Yoongi. He had an amused expression on his face, a smile playing on the corner of his lips.

"I guess I was wrong then, good" He said and then followed the boys. Just what the heck is happening here?

Yoongi's POV:

I guess Namjoon is right after all, she can be a person. We all headed to the restaurant on the other side of the street and (Y/N) was with us. She wasn't coming until Jin grabbed her hand and literally dragged her. She complained a lot but in the end she just accepted her fate and came with us, but still kept shooting daggers with her eyes at Jin which he just ignored.

The waiter came and we all ordered. When our food arrived I understood why Jin was being so annoying towards her. It seemed like it have enough food for a kid, but not for an adult. Jin looked worriedly at her but didn't say a thing and she didn't lift her head to look to anyone until she had finished her meal. I could sense she was embarrassed to be treated like a kid and to kind of eat like one.

Properly looking at her now I could see that she was underweight and had bags under her eyes. I guess I was too angry at her before because I just couldn't see those characteristics that now just pop first when I look at her.

Guilty just flooded me when I realized that she wasn't happy with her life, it was easy to see that just by looking at her. I guess we are spoiled because the CEO treats us like we were his beloved kids, but he disposed her so quickly when she had that accident that if she wasn't so good at composing songs she wouldn't have a job.

She became so angry and exhausted that it was hard to find the bright and energetic girl that used to dance till late hours and cheer her crew up when they made mistakes during practice. She couldn't even debut. They were about to plan for it when her accident happened. After she talked to the CEO she just ignored everyone and locked herself in the studio next to our practice room, we would see her walk in and out often but she never seemed to acknowledge our existence. We were still trainees at that time.

If the CEO finds out about our secret will he dismiss us as fast as he did to her? We need to keep hiding it, but I think we will need her help from now on.

Author's Note:

I wrote "Sumbae" but I don't know if it's right so if I'm wrong just put it in the comments. Thank you guys.

Song - 21st Century Girls