Don't Judge So Fast (Hiatus)

Chapter 17

Your POV:

Yoongi can be totally weird when he wants to. I mean what was the "I want to be with you" thing? I was still flustered and he didn't even seem bothered at all. I was following behind him when we passed by the door of the practice room and the guys decide to grab some pizza. I was thankful that I can eat it with one hand.

We headed to the nearest pizzeria and the guys ordered 5 pizzas when they sat down, but fate must have something against me cause the only vacant place was right in front of Yoongi, and even though I don't have anything against him anymore, his words still lingered on me so I was utterly embarrassed. The guys chatted while we waited for the pizza, but I could feel Yoongi's eyes on me almost all the time.

By the time the pizzas arrived I was totally uncomfortable and wanted to get out of there. Hobi put a slice for me since he was the only person by my side and I thanked him before grabbing it with my left hand and eating it in a rush. I just wanted to get out of here.

"Woah (Y/N), why are you in such a rush?" Hobi asked and all the eyes turned to me. I could feel myself shrinking.

"I just had a sudden idea so I need to go back before I forget it" I made a quick excuse and ate the last piece before getting up and storming out of the place. I headed to the company as fast as I could so I could lock myself up in my comfort zone.

It's been so long since I've last spent that much of a time with other people. I couldn't let my guard down so it was tiring me out. The way Yoongi talked to me today, like he was trying to break my walls freaked me out, but I couldn't show it, and right after it I was under his intense gaze, it was too much. I didn't know if I as panting because I was mentally tired or physically, since I actually ran all the way here, but probably both. I guess I deserve a nap. I threw myself at the couch and kept my eyes shut, knowing that I was too agitated to fall asleep.

Yoongi's POV:

We headed back to the company after we finished eating. No one said a word about (Y/N) literally running out the door so I wouldn't be the first to bring the subject up, I would never hear the end of it if I did. That didn't stop me from worrying though. The first thing I did was to check up on her. The door to the studio was open so I pecked inside but she wasn't there. I was about to leave when I heard the sound of someone throwing up.

I opened the bathroom door that was in front of the studio. I knocked twice before trying to open the door to see if was locked, it wasn't, and went inside. The smell of puke was strong but I spotted (Y/N) right away so I rushed towards her.

"Oh my god (Y/N) what's wrong? Are you okay" I knew it was a stupid question but I couldn't not ask it. She glanced at me briefly and then her face disappeared again behind the hair she was trying to hold while she threw up. The smell became unimportant and I knelled beside her putting her hair in a ponytail and holding it with my hands. She tried to push me away but she was so weak that I didn't even move a little.

"You ate too fast" I told her. She was only puking by now. There was nothing inside her stomach anymore "Come on, let's clean this up" I said and put my arms beneath hers so I could make her stand up straight. She was so light that I even lifted her a little making her legs give up and she fell again on me "Oh, I'm sorry (Y/N)" Her face seemed a light shade of green and she ran to the sink to spit on it, I felt guilty. I flushed the toilet and held her hair again while she was washing her mouth and face.

"Are you okay now?" I asked almost whispering. She shook her head yes. We excited the bathroom and went to the studio. I laid her down and when to the canteen to get some water. When I came back she sat and when she extended her hand to grab the cup her hand were shaking "You need to eat something again"

"No, I'm okay now"

"You can't spend the afternoon with an empty stomach"

"It's no big deal"

"Of course it is" She put the cup down on the small table beside the couch and I could see she didn't even finish it "You are already skinnier than you should, it's not good to your health"

"If I eat something now I'll just throw up again" She retorted. I paused.

"Promise me you will have dinner. Slowly this time" She avoided my eyes and kept quiet. "Promise me" She sighed.

"Okay, I promise" She still wasn't looking at me.

"Pink promise" I extended my pink to her. She finally gave up.

"Pink promise" She intertwined our pinks together.

Author's Note:

I'll just drop this chapter here cause it's been so long since I last updated. Sorry guys.