Don't Judge So Fast (Hiatus)

Chapter 15

Your POV:

I stood there for one second or two after I heard Yoongi's door, then I turned to look at the boys to see if they knew what just happened. Four of them were looking at the direction Yoongi just went but Namjoon was looking directly at me. I gave him a questioning look and he just shrugged and smiled a bit, but pointed his gaze to the corridor, than at me than the corridor again, like he was saying I should go after him, or that I was the cause.

"Lunch is ready" All the boys got up from the places they were sitting "Where is Yoongi?"

"He locked himself in his room" Namjoon asked.

"Again? He is not going to eat in there. It will have a smell of food the whole day" Jin replied.

"I think he won't eat at all" Namjoon said. Jin simply sighed.

"Okay, let's eat then"

"Want me to call him?" I offered.

"Just leave him. He will get out if he is hungry" Namjoon said. We all sat and I was about to take a plate to put food for me when I remembered that I usually have a lot of trouble eating with my left hand, and today's lunch is noodles. Yoongi helping me is bad enough, I don't want any of the boys to help me as well, I only need one babysitter thank you very much. I'll just skip lunch today.

I put my plate back on the table and I was about to leave while the boys were heading to the kitchen to get food when I was stopped.

"No, you're not getting away miss, you have to eat" Jin said. Luckly the boys are too loud so they didn't hear him.

"But it's troublesome to eat with my left hand" I argued.

"I'll help you"

"No really, I already feel horrible when Yoongi helps me. To have another person to do it too would be worse" I said, pleading with my eyes. He studied me for a second, then he took a plate and disappeared in the kitchen. He came back seconds after, took a pair of chopsticks from the table and grabbed my left wrist, dragging me down the corridor and he stood in front of his own room door before knocking on it and entering without waiting for an answer.

"Yoongi, do you think you can help (Y/N) eat? Since you're not eating?" I couldn't see Yoongi's reaction cause he was behind Jin from my point of view, but I could hear his answer.

"Sure, let her in" Jin gave him my plate and exited the room telling me to go in. I just stood there after he left, not having the courage to take a step further. Yoongi was sitting on his bed cross legged, pulling the noodles so he could have a small amount.

"I won't bite you, you know" He said, but I felt the absence of sarcasm, it was like he was assuring me that I could trust him, like he wouldn't do anything to hurt me "And I'm not a bomb either. You don't have to come in like I'm about to explode" Now the sarcasm was back and I felt relieved.

"Sorry to bother you" I took the last step that would put me near the bed.

"Not a problem" He tapped the mattress, an universal sign that I should sit by his side.

"I can do it, you don't have to feed me" I answered, still standing.

"No you can't, but you are too stubborn to ask for help or to let someone help you, that's why Jin hyung asked me to do it. Now if you sit here I'll let you try first, and if you can't then I'll help you." He tapped the mattress again.

I gave up and sat by his side. He simply extended the plate with the chopsticks on it so I took it, but if I was holding it I couldn't eat, and if I took the chopsticks I wouldn't be able to bring the plate near my face so I would spill food everywhere. I guess I ended up holding the plate looking to the nothing for a few seconds cause what brought me back was a soft laugh.

"See, I told you you couldn't eat by yourself" He extended his hand to get the plate back and I gave up, returning it to him.

We were both silent after his last statement and it was getting awkward by the time. He finally broke it.

"Did you see that I finished your song?" He asked me.

"Yes, and it's beautiful. But it's yours now, you wrote it"

"Of course not, I just helped you"

"I only wrote the first verse"

"But you were my inspiration to finish it, so it's yours" After he said that I fell silent, trying hard not to blush and failing miserably. We stayed like that for a moment but I couldn't dare to meet his eyes so I kept my gaze on the noodles. After a short while I couldn't eat more.

"It's enough" I said.

"But you didn't eat half of the food" He argued.

"Jin put too much for me"

"But it was less than the amount he puts for himself. Besides, you need to eat, you are too skinny for you own good."

"I physically can't eat more, I swear. I'll throw up" I almost whispered the last part, but the room was silent so he could hear it anyway.

"I'm sorry" He put his hand on my shoulder "I won't force you. I thought you might do it on purpose to lose more weight" His voice were softer than ever.

"If I do that I'll disappear" I answered. My eyes got wet but no way in hell I would cry here.

"That's what I was thinking" His tone brought the humor back and it felt easier to breath "Can I finish your noodles then?" He asked.

"Be my guest"

"Thank you, milady" He jokingly retorted and finished my noodles.

Author's Note:

It's still long, but it's been so long since I last updated.

Song: EXO - Monster