Don't Judge So Fast (Hiatus)

Chapter 32 - Part 1

Your POV:

"You wouldn't come in the first place if it was"

Those words weren't meant for me to hear, but I still did, and they hurt. They didn't make the movie less enjoyable, what they did was just take some hours of my sleep, as usual. So here I was, at 2am in the kitchen, hungry, looking for something that I wouldn't need to cook, or prepare, just straight up open and eat. I couldn't find anything of the sort, so I settled for a sandwich.

While I sat there I was actually analyzing my own feelings. Yoongi's feelings were quite transparent, although he wasn't pushing me to answer or like him back or anything, he was just enjoying my company and I appreciate that, but I just couldn't get that off of my head. Yes, I've been awfully aware of his presence for some time now, and I've been blushing a lot more, being a lot more cheerful about life too. He simply made me see the world a lot better. Which didn't mean anything besides his friendship, and the lack of sleep he provoques me.

Today there wasn't anyone to wake up for a small talk, so I couldn't share my unnerving thoughts with Namjoon, who was a good listener but terrible talker, or Jin who was a good talker but a terrible listener, or the other boys, who just sort of make me feel better for invading their space and changing their life style. Or Yoongi, to actually look at me and make me feel like I should be the best person in the world just by how high he thinks of me. So the next day, unsatisfied and tired, I left all the boys to practice a new song and went to see the CEO.

He received me right away, all business. He asked how the boys were doing and congratulated me for improving their work. I politely thanked him and he proceeded to take me off guard.

"What is going on between you and Yoongi?" He asked as I froze.

"Nothing" I forced myself to choke out. He gave me a stern look, and when it became clear that I wouldn't say anything he proceed.

"He's acting different nowadays, and he tends to gravitate around you. People are talking and I am one step to fire their choreographer, so I would like a straight answer. I already know that he likes you, I wanna know if you like him back, or if you already are in a relationship."

After his little speech we both were silent. He kept waiting for my answer but I didn't come to terms with my feelings yet. I would either be lying or it would be a negative. If he is already asking straight up, there is no point in denying with half truths.

"You like him, don't you?" He said after what felt like a long time of my silence. That sentence changed everything. Not a question, but an affirmative. It all fell into me at once and I just looked at him, my eyes wide "Good, at least is someone from the same company, if you guys meet up it won't be too suspicious"

"What?!" Was basically my clever response. He was giving us permission?

"There is no point in holding you back, or you will just act like teenagers and meet behind my back" He picked up his phone and said to his receptionist "Please, get Yoongi to come here, thank you" Then he proceed to talk to me like he didn't stop in the first place "The thing is, I knew this was bound to happen some time, especially with you living in their house. I'm just relieved that it's Yoongi, he's not the impulsive one, so the chances of breakup and thin, and even if you do, I think you both are professional enough to not let it get in between your work" He then reached for something in his drawer and pulled out some papers "I actually want you to be happy (Y/N)." Then he placed the papers in front of me.

It was a contract. One that would stop me from publicly assuming our relationship, that all our encounters would be monitored and in specific places only. It explicitly said that we could not have sex and I could not get pregnant, and if I did they would have the right to sue me.

I looked at the man in front of me with disbelief, and he was just there, watching my reaction. I suddenly had the realization that even though there were worse people in the world, he still would sacrifice me for the sake of his company. Before I could say anything the door opened and Yoongi entered, sitting beside me. He eyed the papers curiously but I turned them upside down.

"I refuse to sign" I said, getting stronger by the thought that Yoongi would refuse too. The CEO just sighed, like he was expecting my reaction but still hoped that I would agree.

"So Yoongi, we have a few things to discuss. As I was talking with (Y/N) here, it came into my knowledge that your relationship had shifted, quite strongly, I might add, and I was proposing a reasonable ("Reasonable?") outcome. But as (Y/N) already gave her verdict, I suppose we have to make a few changes. Something that I think I am obligated to highlight is that I strongly oppose of you having sex."

If Yoongi seemed confused before, now he sure knew what we were talking about, but didn't seem to believe anyway, seeing how expressionless he was. He turned to me, to check my reaction, and since  I could feel my face burning up, he finally understood that it was indeed serious, so his face got all red as well.

"I see the rumors were true then" The CEO said "Very well, as of now, you have my permission to date, but (Y/N), you must move out as soon as possible. I'll give you a month, since you have a friend in your house right now, but no more than that. I'll call you later to present a new contract, and I sure hope you two will sign this one, to prevent further complications. Again, I beg of you to not make any hurriedly decisions, but still, no sex allowed. Dismissed and have a good day." Said, not even giving us time to fully proceed the situation. I just got up and left, since I didn't want to be in that place any more than necessary.

 I felt Yoongi following me, to I just made a b-line all the way to my car, hoping that he would follow me. He did. After that we just got in and I drove to our, soon to be only his, house. All the time we didn't exchange a word nor a glance. I just went straight up to the kitchen and began to search for some alcoholic beverage.

"What was in the contract?" he asked me while I was still searching in the cabinets.

"A bunch of bullshit" I said, not turning to look at him.

A/N:

I'll stop this one here just because I want to change perspectives.