midnight thoughts

Love

love
ləv/
noun
1.
an intense feeling of deep affection.
"babies fill parents with intense feelings of love"

Love is an expression of emotion. Love, it is said, can make you walk miles barefoot in the rain just to see the person you can't stop thinking about. Or, it can make you cross the street because the store "you love" is located there. Love is a versatile word — like what it describes. Love takes many forms, but the word typically describes an affection that is deep and emotional. If you say you're "in love," that tends to refer to the romantic kind of love. Love can make you jump skyscrapers for someone. The feeling gives you weird tingilings in your belly which people call butterflies. Just thinking about the person can give you these "butterflies".

When you're "in love", you find all the amazing things about the person that not even the person themselves can notice. Like how they twirl their hair when they're nervous or when they scrunch up their nose in such an adorable way in they're happy. All these things add up to become what's called a "crush". Whenever you look at someone and just have these weird thoughts about them holding your hand or kissing you under the lamppost down on 6th street. *ed sheeran reference*

At my age, we start developing "crushes" on other people. Of course everyone at my school has a crush on someone, because well, it's that time of age where you start developing feelings for others. As for me, I don't have any of these "crushes", not that I want one, I sometimes feel like I'm the odd one out of everyone.

The thing with "crushes" is that they need to apparently be kept a secret. Fear that your "crush" won't have these feelings for you in return and that person now knows you as the human who likes me. Humiliation, embarrassment, rejection, fear that these may happen is very high when it comes to crushes.

Love comes once in a blue moon and you need to cherish every second of it.

Romantic Love comes in many different forms.
There are 3 main forms:
Man x Women
Man x Man
Women x Women

To many, there can only be one form of romantic love, which would be the first one. Instead of ranting on and on of how people should just accept everyone on how they are, I'm just gonna say this,
Why hate someone because they love someone, like they aren't hating you?
Also, why do people fall in love with what's inside the person's pants, why not fall in love with their soul?

I find that Man x Man and Women x Women "crushes" are the hardest. The person you love may not like you or your gender. The fear of most people would be the person rejecting them and calling them a freak, then the whole school knows that they like the same sex. Of course it could go the whole other way and the person ends up loving them too and they love happily ever after, the end. 

Love is probably one of the most strongest emotions and drives people crazy for it. Love is the most addictive drug and you can never get rid of it. No matter how hard you try and how hard you try to love someone else, that person will always be inside your head and destroy your mind with thoughts. But love can also create things that no one can ever imagine. So if you love someone, tell them you love them because you never know if they love you as well.