harry potter imagines

020.|| knew it [young!r.l.] || requested

This is dedicated to @elliemay9230 and I want to thank her for requesting.

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Summary: Remus has been acting so weird lately and you confront him about his actions.

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[Girlfriend!Reader]

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Knew It

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Remus is pretty quiet today.

You thought, looking at him from the distance, not actually listening from Proffesor Binns, the History of Magic Professor. You would've liked the History of Magic, but his vacuum cleaner-like voice disinterests you. There is one time that you fell asleep and you've had Remus to wake you up.

Let's go back to your boyfriend. He's been like this for two days. It was pretty awkward, really. You told him a funny joke, yet he didn't laugh or smile at all. Just like he didn't heard you. And then now, he just plainly ignored you throughout this day.

That freaking werewolf.

Yes, you know it. His dirty little secret. He's a werewolf, yet he is not aware that you know it. You are not stupid, he is out at night every full moon, always looking sick along with the restless Marauders, wears messed up clothes every time.

That happens for approximately three days, just like how long a Full Moon lasts, and it also happens every month.

And because of that, you sometimes write your homeworks five times. One for each Marauder, and one for you. Of course you don't want them to get a bad grade.

You hate being ignored, who doesn't? Especially by the one you care about.

Anyways, the ignoring continues even when the classes for today is now completed.

Even inside the Gryffindor [yes you are deal with it] common room, Remus is still quiet. He just eyed you sadly, sighed, and turned away as he walked to his dormitory, thus leaving you with a weirded out expression.

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Meanwhile at Remus, he is staring out into space, zoning out with his train of thoughts under the breathtaking sunset. Sitting on a stool, while trying to answer the following questions in his head.

Why would [Name] love a monster like me? A werewolf? I could just literally rip her into shreds during the Full Moon! Why?

Remus heard the other Marauders talking loudly, as if they are trying to get rid of someone politely. Then his ears recognized your voice trying to get into the room.

He heard the door open and close, and soft patters of feet filled the quiet room. The bed creaked, signalizing him that someone is in the room. It's you.

"Come on, Remus, tell me what's wrong."

You told him thoughtfully, looking at him with pure concern.

Remus sighed loudly, and ran a hand through his hair.

"I-I-I.. There's nothing wrong here, love."

"Oh please, Remus. I know when there is something wrong. Tell me. Even how stupid your problem is, tell me and I won't laugh."

He made a distressed noise in his breath and looked out the window again.

"Just.. I don't k-know, [Name]. I don't understand.."

"What is it you don't understand? That how Severus got the correct procedure for the Felix Felicis?"

"No!"

"Then what is it? I'd like to know!"

You stated with a commanding tone, making him slap the window frame due to his frustration. A few dust flew down, illuminated by the sunlight. Remus stood up, and again, ran a hand through his head.

"How can you love some monster like me?-" without letting you answer, he sat down on his bed beside you and continued to talk. "-My conscience is bugging me because I might hurt you, and I don't want you getting hurt! The next Full Moon is coming soon and I am going to be restless again! Being a werewolf is bloody hard and I still don't know why you still love me!"

Remus finished his speech and looked at you. He was surprised about how calm you looked.

"You know, Remus, I knew that for a long time. Even before we got together, actually. I got scared at first but I also don't know why I love you, maybe it's just destiny."

"But still. What did you even found in me? I am just a trash inside some torn robes. You are perfect."

Your eyes widened as he compared himself to some trash, he's not!

"What the- How could you compare yourself to trash? You are not trash, Remus! Oh Merlin, you just can't talk like that!"

"You still didn't answer my question, [Name]. Tell me."

You just lied down on his bed, looking up at the ceiling.

"I answered it, Remus. I have no clue! All I know is I love you, and you also knew it."

He glanced at you, but only to be cut off with your lips colliding with him, and being engaged with a sweet, passionate kiss.

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Haha, sorry guys, shitty ending. But here you go Ellie! Sorry if it took so long, and by the way, thank you for requesting!

I am still accepting requests, so ask away!