Break these Walls

Chapter 4 ~ great party huh? ~

~ Chapter 4 ~ great party huh? ~

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Zayn's POV

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She just left? My first thought was to go chase after her but I was frozen. I'm not really sure what had just happened but I do remember her saying, "he was lying there dead..it was my fault.."

Who was dead and why was it her fault?

I'm left completely and utterly confused as to what the hell just happened. However I did like the idea of embracing her.. it just felt so right. Almost as if I was protecting her from whatever was haunting her.

I guess we are both dealing with the same things then. Normally I would let this go but something is pulling me closer to this girl who I barely even know. I never know what to think around her because it's as if there is some kind of wall blocking me from what she is thinking.

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Ronnie's POV

Saturdays are always the same routine. Relax, eat, then go to whatever party is going on this weekend. I was so sick of this routine yet didn't have a choice but to do as planned or else my friends would show up at my door and make me go.

Its already 9:00 so I guess I should start dressing up. Brittany will be here in a bit to pick me up anyways.

I put on a strapless pink top with a tight black skirt mid thigh, along with black heels and my hair in loose waves. I sprayed perfume, grabbed my clutch and was ready to get this night over with.

It took me about forty minutes to get ready. My mom and step-dad wouldn't be home this weekend because of their job so it wasn't anything new.

The honking outside signalled me Brittany was here. I rushed downstairs making sure I didn't trip on my heels. The minute I opened my door she yelled to me from her car. She was excited to get going. I will never understand how these parties excite them so much but I chose to ignore it and hop in.

"Hey girl! Missed you yesterday. Where were you?" Brittany chirped as she sped off into the streets.

"I was feeling a bit sick."

"uh uh that's not what I heard, I heard something went on between you and Zayn in the morning then you went home."

Fucking Lindsey probably told her, as well as everyone. Yeah, she is my "friend" but even if the gossip is about her closest friends she will spread it.

"Yeah we were just chatting until he noticed I looked a bit sick so he suggested I go home and rest."

Not one of my best excuses but it's Brittany I'm talking to so I don't even have to try.

"oh ok well glad you're feeling better! you would have missed out on tonight!" She laughed.

"bummer." I quietly said to myself wishing I was still at home.

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I haven't even been at this party for more than ten minutes and Brittany already has left me, not surprised. I wandered through the sweaty drunk bodies of this small party house to try and find something to drink. When I finally found the kitchen I grabbed one of the many red cups and put water in it from the sink. I'm not usually one to drink alcoholic beverages so a simple water is fine for me.

"Hey Beautiful." The voice sounded very familiar yet not the voice I was hoping for.

I turned around to be met with two dark blue eyes.

"Hi Jason." I forced a smile and hugged him back.

"haven't seen you in a while, don't tell me you're hiding from me?"