Soul thief#JustWriteIt

Retching.

Extreme writers block, sorry for no posts! I've honestly been thinking I've lost it, but my mum is encouraging me ( stupid and cheesy, but deal with it ) .I know it's not really an excuse. I'm sorry :( ANy suggestions for the next chapter? or do you want this book to just end? ( soon, and sequel or no sequel ) and Ai know this isn't even really a chapter, I'm sorry!

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~ Jaques ~

A week. I will, give myself a week to pull my act together, and then she is dead. Deader then dead. Because I will kill her. But I will make her suffer first, because she deserves that after what she's done to so many other people.

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Slowly I start edging out. I grab my knifes and throw them everywhere.

I grabbed a bow, but of course I hit the mattress. Oh well.

I cant believe I'm facing her soon. Oh well, I hope she tastes good * smile *.

But i'm terrified. I'm scared. I may be the strong man everyone thinks, but deep down i'm that six year old who just wants his parents.

I guess some things never change. because it seems as though that kid I wanted to leave behind just continues to follow me.

And then it's happening. Tears wave over my face. I can't breathe. I can't think. And i'm numb. All I feel are the heavy trickles that run down my face, splashing on the wooden floor and my legs.

" Jaques? " Etro comes in.

" GO! I'll hurt you to! Please! " I can't stop shouting. And Etro noiselessly leaves.

Maybe this is what I deserve. Screw that, I deserve so much worse. I take pleasure in killing people, and I don't give any mercy. Because maybe my hear is indeed made of stone, and I am like the laser beams surrounding it, because that stone has a precious emerald in it.

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~ Kaity ~

I can't breathe. The pain. It's murderous. I try to move, only to hear screams. my own screams. I shut my eyes, trying to stop the breath-taking agony. but then the cold stone floor immediately reminds me of where I am. And the pain sears through my veins.

My breath hitches. I hear footsteps coming down. And before I know it a whip cracks, and i'm told to stop the wailing. Silent tears begin to trickle down, while I feel the fresh cuts start to bleed again and grow deeper.

I must of passed out. Because by the time i'm awake it's silent, and I feel the slight stings where the whip wacked, but aside from that I am completely numb.

I watch wet blood trickle down and spash on the floor, creating a stain.

Muttering, something that I don't even know what i'm saying, I slowly drop my eyes.But then I hear the sound of tin foil scraping against stone, and my hands try to reach out to stop the piercing sound breaking my eardrums.

When the screeching finally stops, I look up to find a try of worms and a deceiving looking Astro standing over me. Great, he's going to make me eat worms.

" Eat up, now, and finish it all "
Called it.
decide not to argue back, I'll just felt whipped again.
I reach my hand out and grab one of the slimy, lifeless, dirty creatures. I drop it my mouth an the bitter taste fills me, I feel the terrible taste of acid fill my mouth. Instantly I move my hair out the way and turn my head, and retch.
I can't help but feel ashamed that I'm continuing to do vile and disgusting things just so that I don't get hurt. What happened to my fighters spirit? I'm not sure, but I know my defiance and anger is gone, and it's been replaced by obedience and self pity. I'm so ashamed of what I'm becoming.
~ a tray of worms later ~
As Etro walks out, I see a large grin covering his face. Filthy bastard. I can't believe i'm under the power of these beasts, because if I could move they would be dead. But all the training i've had must have been worthless now, because I was still overpowered. Still destroyed even though I tried so hard. Maybe that's how it's mean't to be though. Because maybe I should be joining my parents, maybe I should be dead.