Two men with different personalities. The one who drives you crazy but can easily sway you while the other one warms your heart.
Song Nana doesn't wish for her life to be complicated. The man he once loved is a bestfriend to the man she's in relati...
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Lay
"Hey, Song Nana!" I called out her name repeatedly while chasing her.
She walked really fast. Damn. I ran towards her and grabbed her wrist. I pulled her harshly and hugged her. "Pretty," I said as I exhaled. I tried to catch my breath before looking at her.
I cupped her face. She looked at me with her scared eyes. I smiled weakly as she tried to pushed me away.
"Don't do this. We've come so far from more than just a stranger. You know what we did earlier isn't just a sex. It's making love, babe."
She looked away as I said that. I can feel her hands were shaking. I let go of her face and hold her shaky hands.
"Oh my God, why is it so cold!"
"Lay,"
She said my name softly. I looked up at her worriedly. I darted her with why? looks.
"That was a mistake. Let's count it as something we both love to do. You love sex as well as I do. Alright?" She said and smiled. Her face was smiling but I know for damn sure her eyes didn't.
There was something that she hid from me. Something that she was afraid to tell me. Something that she kept for a long time. I'm going to find it no matter how long it was going to take.
"Let's," She paused.
"Fuck! Don't say it. Don't!" I closed my eyes and turned my body around from me.
Fuck you life!
"If you are going to say it, I will put your life in misery. Trust me, I will do it. For God's sake, Nana!" I bit my lower lips. Trying to suppress my tears from coming out.
"Lay... I'm sorry." She tried to hold my hands but I pushed her away. She looked at me, dumbfounded.
"Can't you see that I'm trying here? I'm trying to be the best for you. I know, I know that I was a fucking stupid bastard two years ago. I left you alone when I was the one who took your virginity." I paused.
I looked deep into her eyes. I was trying to find out what was she thinking. However, even fairy godmother won't know it. "Why do you keep accepting me and then pushing me far away that I can even hold you? Why?"
She stared at me with her innocent, scared eyes. As if she was afraid of me. As if I was going to hurt her.
"But when I'm going to take you back, you keep refusing me. Why? Is it something that I did before? The only thing that I know was I left you after having sex. Now, I'm not going to do that ever again. Never. So please, put aside your ego. Let me love you the way all the girls wanted to."
"I'm not a thing you can simply put away and take it back, Lay. You should have known better. You should have tried better. We turn out like this because we aren't meant for each other." She exhaled harshly as she looked away.
"Seriously? That's all that you have to say?" I asked her again. I wanted her to say that she wanted me as much as I wanted her, but she didn't.
Tears escaped my eyes when I realised this was one sided love. I was whipped by her unknowingly. She changed me. I thought I changed her, but no. It was me,changing.
I looked at her with my teary eyes. "What?" I said, lazily. "Go away."
Hani giggled as she kept poking me. "Why are you crying big baby?" She laughed her heart out.
I rolled my eyes at her before covering my face with a cushion. She was crazy. Ugh. I heard her calling Kai and Baekhyun to the living room. Ah, I really hated her.
"What?!" Kai and Baekhyun said at the same time before they laughed.
"Yah, yah, our healing unicorn is crying eh?" Baekhyun teased me as he tried to pull the cushion away from my face.
They won't stop bothering me aren't they?
"Stop crying, Lay. Get over it." Hani said as she tapped on my back several times.
I pushed her hands away and glared. "Is it wrong to cry? You cried for Kris almost two fucking years yet I don't even judge you. Go fuck your dead boyfriend, Hani!" I said, out of anger.
Hani gasped as I spat those words right in front of her face. Her eyes tears up as she looked at me. Baekhyun punched me right on my face when Hani started to cry.
"Are you crazy?" Baek yelled at me before he stormed out of the house.
Kai looked at me frustratedly. "You shouldn't have refer to Kris that way. You shouldn't say that to Hani."
He smiled half-heartedly before he followed Baekhyun out of the house. Hani stood there, crying.
"Let's go, Hani." Kai called out for her from the door. She glanced over her shoulder at me before she walked out of the house, following Kai and Baekhyun.
Fuck. God, no. That came out terribly wrong. I didn't meant to be so harsh on her. I bet my anger can be a problem for me. You screwed it, Zhang YiXing. I ruffled my hair frustratedly before heading into my room. I need a break for today. That was it.
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Nana
Let me love you the way all the girls wanted to.
How dare he said that to me? He barely knew me. He didn't even know my favourite colour. He didn't even know my favourite food. He shouldn't dare talking about love when he didn't even know the most basic things about me.
I looked away and walked away from him. This anger, this hatred for him; It was hard to get rid of it. No matter how my heart flipped for him, I won't make myself looking stupid. Enough.
Half of me wanted to hug him and tell him how much I wanted to be with him. Half of me wanted to run away from him and hate him and crushed him into pieces. What was wrong with me? I asked myself.
I didn't even know what to feel for him. Only God knew what was I supposed to do. I took out my smartphone from my pocket and dialled my manager to pick me up.
"Can you pick me up?" I said as soon as my manager picked up.
"Where is your car?" He asked me.
"I don't know~" I slurred.
"Are you drunk, Nana? Where are you? Send me the location. Stop doing this to yourself." He nagged me.
I knew what I was doing but I couldn't stop myself from being stupid. That was funny, right? Realising that you were a fool yet nothing can be done about it.
