Enough (ft EXO Sehun & EXO Lay)

13

Nana

"Are you his family?" A doctor which I think around 50s asked me. His face looked really calm and he was smiling. I nodded my head as I tried not to frown at the doctor.

"Yes."

"Mr Oh is currently fine. There is no major injury. He hurt his head and sprained his legs. I think in few weeks he will get well soon." The doctor explained to me.

"Thank you, doctor. Thank you very much!" I bowed to him and smiled.

"Yah, what happened to Sehun?" Suho asked me.

"If only I knew what was in his mind, oppa." I said weakly. I couldn't even smile at him.

"I'm sure he has his reasons. How is he now?"

Suho patted my shoulder to calm me down. I faked a smile and nodded my head again like lifeless person.

"The doctor said he's fine. A few fractures only and that he'll get better soon."

I told Suho. He breathed out heavily when he heard the news. I was sure that he was quite worried as well. All of them looked very serious and worried about Sehun. Now I know, they really loves Sehun a lot.

"Oh God, I thought that we are going to lose him!" Baekhyun said loudly. He was always loud no matter what was the situation.

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"I DON'T KNOW that you can cook,Song Nana. It's impressive."
Lay told me as he smiled happily. He finished all the food on his plate. I thought he will never eat the food that I cooked for him.

"Of course you don't know because you don't even care about me." I told him coldly.

He stood up and walked towards me. He caged me in between his arms and pushed me on the wall.

"Yah, what are you doing?" I screamed at him. I put my hand on his chest to keep a safe distance between us.

"If you're done eating, you should go. The rest of your members are already gone now. Why are you still here? I don't want Sehun to think badly of me or you."

I tried to push him away but he was too strong from him. He won't budge no matter how I hit him.

He leaned closer towards her and I hate that my heart beats quickly when he stood so close to me.

"Do you think I care what Sehun think about me when it comes to you?" He smirked mischievously.
I couldn't say anything because I was stunned with this side of him. His greedy and selfish side.

I closed my eyes for few seconds before I spoke. "You know what, no matter what you do now, it doesn't give me any sort of effects."

He scoffed at me and sat on the chair. He crossed his legs confidently and smiled at me. He looked like he won something. I was not going to let him feel that. He didn't deserve that.

"What? You're sad now?" I said sarcastically. I flipped my hair back so that it won't bother my sight.

"We both know that you're so irrevocably in love with me, Nana. You can lie with that pretty mouth of yours but you can't lie to me with that innocent eyes." A small smile appeared on his face.

I felt defeated with his words. He was right. His words really hit me right on the bleeding wound and I couldn't even deny it because it was true. I cleared my throat before I spoke again.

"I might still love you but love doesn't have to feel the need of having. Love need to feels right. The right guy for me? He's in the hospital right now."

I knew I sounded so stupid saying those things but I knew my words also hurt him because his face changed completely as I uttered the words to him.

"Bullshit." He whispered.

"Yeah, it's bullshit right now because you're here claiming that I love you because for all you have to know is that, I want you gone. Right now, right after this, tomorrow and forever."

I breathed out heavily. It pained me to hear myself saying these kind of words to the man who I loved for years. To the man who I missed his presence. To the man who I missed his warmth.

"Alright. If that's what you want."
And I swore that his last words were still clear in my mind. Why did love have to be so difficult? Why did it have to be too complicated when all it took only for two persons to actually admit their true feelings?

All I can remember was that I cried and cried all night long after he slammed that door without looking back at me.