The Shadow and The Sand ( Gaara love story)

Chapter 11

Seriously thinking that I'm wasting my time with this story. But I'll keep updating because I'm bored.

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After that night on the roof with Gaara I seem to be a bit more....irritable.... I'm not sure why though. Maybe because I let someone see me in my weakened state.

Right now I'm currently siting on the window seat that Gaara currently placed beside the window. I guess he does listen. Or he just got tired of me constantly sitting on his desk. Either way I guess I'm happy that he took my request. My music was playing loud enough to drown out small sounds but low enough to not disturb Gaara.

I sighed a bit as I heard one of my favorite song start to play. I started to hum along when my favorite part was about to play, I paused my mp3 and looked at Gaara.

"Is it ok if I sing a song really fast?"

He stopped reading the document in front of him then looked at me through the corner of his eye.

"It's fine."

I nodded than played the song.

"Even if there's nowhere left to go

I'll take you there

I'll take you there

And if it ever feels like there is nowhere left to turn

I'll take you there

Always be there

Please take me there

I lost myself

I questioned if I had the strength to move

Cuz I get up and then I fall back down

I look up and there's nobody around

It's quiet and I hate the sound

So quiet and I hate the sound

How could I let myself come to this?

I'll take one more drink and then I'll be dismissed

I'm left to walk this world alone

I like it better on my own

For all the things I've done

Who is this man that I've become?"

(I'll take you there// Sleeping With Sirens)

While I sang, I couldn't help but move along with the song. I put my hands on my head and shake my head a bit. That song... That part of the song... It really gets to me. That part is probably why I loved the song so much.

I felt eyes boring into my back after I stopped singing. When I turned Gaara was staring at me, I couldn't really pinpoint the emotion in his eyes. But it kind of made me uncomfortable.

"Did I sound that bad?"

I started to bounce from left to right in my nervousness. Honestly, I don't mind singing in front of people, but sometimes I can't help but feel a little embarrassed when someone tells me that I should stop because I suck.

Gaara continued to stare at me then looked back at his paperwork and continued to work again. I sighed and sat back down.

'I wonder what he was thinking.'

'Maybe you should ask him.'

'No. I don't want to pry.'

'Shoot yourself.'

I sighed again. I've been doing a lot of that lately. I laid down and lazily started to move the shadows. I moved them from the ground to the air, making them form a medium sized ball of black.