Fixing My Heart ➣ Sam Pottorff

Chapter 5

Song of Chapter "You and I," By One Direction

(About 3 weeks after the funeral sorry if I keep jumping, lol)

Gabriela-

Me and Sam have become very close, he's treated me like a princess this past month. We went on dates, small ones that meant the world. He asked me to go with him to a party the boys of O2L were having, me now getting ready. I decided on a burgundy cropped tank top along with white shorts and blue converse. I curled my hair loosely, and applied light makeup. I left the house, saying goodbye then heading to the O2l house. Sam gave me the directions, me pulling up in their neighborhood. I found the house, getting out and knocking on the door, in opening Connor. "Connor!" I said, hugging him. "Gabriela!" He said back. I walked in to red cups and people dancing everywhere.

Typical party.

I walked overhead to the kitchen, grabbing some punch. I swallowed the cup down, before getting a buzz. I smelt the cup, smelling the powerful scent of alcohol. I placed the cup on the counter, trying to find Sam. I spotted him sitting on the couch, him turning and smiling once he saw me. I smiled back hugging him. "Ya made it!" He said, chuckling. "Yup," I said back, popping the "p". "Sam!" I turned to see a short haired girl, about taller then me and about the same height as Sam. "Acacia." He said, with no emotion in his voice. The girl came and hugged him, ignoring me.

I don't know but I became jealous. And words spilled.

"Um, I'm gonna go dance, I'll leave you guys alone." And I scurried off, bumping into someone. I looked and saw Kian. "Hey Kian!" I said, him hugging me. "What is she doing here?" He pointed to Acacia. "I really don't know her but I know she doesn't like me,"

"She's the enemie."

"What do you mean?"

"She ruined me and Sam's relationship, she had to do all of this."

"What do you mean?"

"She used Sam only to get to me. She's a bitch."

"Oh."

His face went blank, holding me tight.

"Don't look,"

I let go of his tight grasp, looking to see Sams lips on Acacias, her eyes planted on me.

Yes, he wasn't my boyfriend but she still had no right to do that.

I let go of Kian's wrist, running outside.

I heard a faint call for me, but I drove away.

I didn't want to be near them, Sam and Acacia. I only had one place to go to, and that was Sam's spot. I drove until the place became visible. I stepped out, walking to the cliff. I began, letting all of my emotions out.

"Why does this happen to me mom? Why do I always fall for the wrong boys? Who only want to hurt you? Daddy, I should have trusted you. I'm sorry, I wish I could have let you pick my boyfriends. I'm sorry for all the mistakes I have ever created. It's all my fault."

Everything is my fault. I reached in my pocket, feeling the sharp metal blade. I pulled it out, placing it on my arms.

But I stopped, as if something was telling me to stop.

I stared out into the opening. I looked down, seeing my old scars that were slightly healing. I brushed the tears from my face, my phone ringing.

Without an caution, I picked it up.

"Gabriela."

Jc:

I turned the corner of the house, seeing Acacia with a smirk on her face. "What the hell are you doing here?" I asked her, her smirk still plastered on her face.

"Nice to see you too. Where's your little friend Gabriela?"

"Gabriela is here?"

"Well, she left."

Her smirk became into a smile, a scary smile, sending chills down my spine.

She did something to Gabriela. Something to my-

"Why so shocked? It's not like Sam liked her anyways."

"Get the hell out of my house. Don't bother coming back either."

She looked somewhat hurt, but just smirked and walked out the door. I walked and found Sam in a room, by himself.

Sitting.

I walked in, sitting next to him.

"What did you do to Gabriela."

"Everything."

"What do you mean 'Everything' ?"

"Acacia."

And he turned, showing how sorrow he was, his eyes covered with tears, his cheeks a different shade of pink, slowly turning to pale.

"You love her don't you?"

He nodded, a tear falling.

"Go get her then."

And with that I left the room, walking back outside.

I dialed only one person I wanted to talk to.

"Mom?"

"Yes?"

"It's time."

And as if time froze, my heart began.

Gabriela-

He sat down next to me, turning and grabbing my arm. He looked up, then at the scars. He lead my hand to his arm, the cool metal blade hitting his wrist.

"If your gonna cut, cut me. Cut as many times as you would to yourself."

I looked up at him, him staring at me. I threw the blade, kissing his lips.

"Gabriela, your mine. And I'll never let you go."

And we sat there, kissing each other. Waiting for the time to pass and for us to never let go of each other.

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Small chapter.

Sorry for any mistakes, wanted to update for the holidays.

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