So this is about my past yea
So I was born into the Bronx and life there is hard
My parents were poor couldn't pay for them selfs or a kid so it was tough so I was out into a boy bedding house for kids who parents wanted them but couldn't afford them. The house was in the middle of the Bronx. We got nothing there just a roof over our head and a bed then my older brother had a apartment broken down might I add and they took me thought they could look after me so at 3 I could walk talk and well let's say tag along at 3 I sat in the corner of brother room as his friend and a girl had sex I front of me. I had no idea what was happening. At 4 I got my first drink of alcohol. Yea. It is craY to think what I was around at the age. So I was tagging along to places like the corner shop of the 4 way street to watch deals. I was having a meal once a week life was hard at 5 I got some mates my age we fronded a bit of a gang and built a place down on this river all was good till it got knocked down and we parted the gang got spilt up. So the guys that had my backs left me and so I had to find somewhere to sleep every night. At 6 I got raped by 2 guys and a girl. I cryed for so long. I could taste blood I could see blood and it was hard to breath I couldn't walk and well just wow I had no idea what was going on. A month later I got catched and taken back to the all boys bedding. And was old enough to go to school. So I am now 7 first year of my public free education . And it comes to the end of the year and the other students are talking about this thing called Christmas and I am like wtf? And so I put hand up and asked the teacher I got pulled from the classroom and the teacher had to explain to me what Christmas and Santa and Christmas tree were. Yea a 7 year getting told what Christmas was right well i found out that there was a day called Easter and we get chocolate I had bed tasted chocolate till the next year my teacher brought me Easter eggs I cryed and hugged her. It was nice for the frist time in my life to feel important well from then on that same teacher have me a present on Christmas and chocolate on Easter for 4 years straight till I stop going to Skool why becoz I got stuck in a world I never wanted to be in.i thought it was normal to get raped I thought every person was getting raped I had no idea what was happening it was crazy to think how little I knew well that when I meet some guys took me in and told me how to get respect and make a life within my limits and so that's just what I did and that set me up for my teenage years of being I control of my life
