so I dont jnow what to do anymore
stuff isbt what I thought it would be like
I just want to be in his arms all the time
but his never here
he puts everyone before me
I put brave face on and tell him it is all okay and fine bjt truth it isnt
it breaks me down and makes me cry
I hurt myself and I look to the sky
I brought him a ring
thought it would make him love me
nothing
and now his friends try to make me feel sayobg his gone
I shot a bullet into me for him
