*holds up 4 fingers*
1. i have a never ending saddness.
i have had depression on and off since was 8. what 8 year old gets depression you ask, i have OCD and it was ba when i was growing up and i was bullied for it. and then i just didnt conect to the other kids and i fell into depression so yea i have had depression for a long long time many year not 3 or 4 try nearly 10 years of it.
2. love.
my love for people. my love for being loved my love for family friends cloths bennies snapbacks shoes..... it is love from my heart. i guess i get clingy onto something to quick but i cant help it is love at frist sight.
3. lonelyness.
i get lonely i am not gonna lie. with 7 bilion people on this earth how could 1 single boy be lonely. hmmmmm i lie to shut my self off from the world it is calm gentle and lonely. just the way i like it. i like calm i like coffee and my bed. i enjoy my alone time even if it last for weeks on end,
4. happyness
i am happy deep deep down inside. i might not be smiling or laughing but i am happy inside. just because i dont show emotion doesnt mean i am not happy. i watch those who are so happy and hypo they get into people's faces, then all they get is hurt. why should we show a smile when some person out there will just tell you you ugly when you smile. why should be do anything when we are just gonna get jugded..........
4 things my life is............................
