The Wrong Decisions I make

Chapter 4: So many problems

Then I start talking to Promise. You wanna go to a club later tonight? I asked. Yea. Promise said. Iight. i say bitting my lip. I start kissing Promise's neck. Jay stop. Promise said. I stopped and chuckled a little bit.

Then Promise's mama comes down stairs and i move away from her. Hey Jay. Mrs. Alexzander said. Hey. I said smiling. Ya'll gone to be ready soon? She asked. I don't know. I said shrugging. Promise goes wakes up France and them. Ok ya'll need to be ready in 45 minutes. iight.

France wakes up and goes take a shower up stairs and Shawn takes one down here. Deja takes one in Promise's room. Khalil takes one in the guest room. So does Demetrius.

( Deja P.O.V./ Chruch)

Were at church and i was singing my heart out. Everyone says i should become a singer, but i can't i have major stage fright. Then Promise puts her arm my shoulder and sings with me. She really good too. But she wants to be a model. I mean she very pretty, she would probably make it.

A/N his mama to the side>>>>> :]

I leave early cause my ma texted me and wanted me home. I tell em i'm leaving . Bye. They all said. Promise hugged me.

I really don't wanna go home just to meet one of her new ugly ass boyfriends. But if she found me one good luck.

I enter the house, and there was a boy about my age sitting on my couch. My ma explains to me that he really a good man. She wants me to date him, when i know nothing about him! Ugh fuck my life! I feel like pulling out my hair. He stood up, he was about 5.7, i guess that's tall for a boy.

( Shawn's P.O.V. )

When Deja left i went outside the church.

( my inner thoughts)

I know i can't pull Promise. Jay already tryna pull her. I see it all the time. Nohomo but he do look better than me. But Promise doesn't date a guy for looks, it's the personality she cares about. Mine is bad too. I would get into trouble and do the craziest shit ever and she still my friend. To be real i wouldn't keep being a friend with someone like me. But if i try to get with Promise Jay and I would be at battle. And i don't feel like doing that with my nigga. But how am I suppose to pull Promise without Jay getting mad at me. Cause we both have anger problems. I feel like stabbing myself, only cause i want Promise.

I want her all to myself. I know i sound selfish. Well i am, whenever i get or want something i need or want it to myself. Like its my property. I really want Promise doe, or i can just get another girlfriend and make Promise jealous. Promise probably don't like me anyway. OMG! i forgot France said that she was gone to try to hook us up! Mane i'm stupid. So i ain't got none to worry about.

I walk back into the church, and go next to France. Hey, where you go? France asked. Outside for a while. I said. Oh. Well, i wanna talk to you about something. About what? You hooking me up with Promise. Yea, i'm working on that now. France said smiling. What you mean? I'm texting her about it. What she say? Read em. France hands me her phone and i read em.

F: Hey, what you think about Shawn.

P: What you mean?

F: How you feel about him?

P: Oh he cute, sweet, my nigga, he like no other person i met, I can count on him about anything, he's apart of my life, without him i'm dark most of the time.

F: Awh so you like him?

P: Yea. But i don't want him to know. It's weird liking your friend you knew since 3rd grade.