The Wrong Decisions I make

Chapter 8: The frustration

Since i staying at the house. I go up to my room, i get a text from Demetrius.

D- Where you at?

J- Not coming

D- Why ?O_o

J- I got high last night and fucked Promise

D- Damn!

J- Right. But i didn't know, can you talk to her. I don't like my best friend being mad at me

D- Sure. Still ain't coming

J- Nah. But don't tell the others just Promise iight

D- iight bye

i layed my phone on the dresser and fell asleep on the bed.

( Deja's P.O.V.)

I woke up late and decided not to go to school. I texted Paris and told her. I went back to sleep anyway.

( Deja's Dream)

I walked to Tracy's house to hang with him. He answered the door and let me in. Tracy went upstairs to change into some tan straight legs, red jordan 5, and a black t-shirt that says I'ma sexy bitch in red. We went walking uptown. He grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear i love you. I blushed and said i love you too kissing his soft lips.

Pic of Tracy and Deja >>>>>

Tracy and I walk into a restaurant called Delta's. The lady took us to the back for a table of two. She handed us our menu, and walked away. What you getting Deja? Tracy asked. The Chicken Parmesan. What about you? I asked. The Jerk Shrimp.

We hung out at the restaurant then went to the park. I sat on the swings. Deja, what you look in for a guy? Tracy asked. Well, he has to be sweet, smart, lovable, caring, has a big heart, fun, funny, and special. I said. Cause i wanna be yours. Deja will you be mine? Tracy asked taking my hand looking into my brown eyes. Yes. I said giving him a hug.

I then woke up from the doorbell. I went downstairs to answer it.

Who you? I asked with an attitude. Your mama's boyfriend. He said looking down on me. Why you come here? She ain't here.I asked. Cause i can now move little girl. He said pushing me out the way.

I text all my friends if they're at home so i can just stay with them. Jay said he didn't go to school. So i got my book bag to study and walked out the door. I walked since i don't got my driver's licence yet.

I reached Promise's house and ranged the bell. Jay came and let me in. I need to talk to you Jay said. iight, let go upstairs since your mama right there.

( Jay's P.O.V. )

Deja and I went upstairs to my room. She sat on my bed and i sat next to her. So wassup? Deja asked. Well... Promise mad at me. Jay said. Why?I asked Cause i got high yesterday night and fucked her.Jay said Oh, damn.I said But she wont believe me at least i think. Ya'll know i would never lie to my best friends. Jay said. True i don't think any of us would lie to one another. So that's why you didn't go to school? Yea, cause i don't feel like arguing with her. Really Jay just go to school, i'll go with you. Fine.

I got up Deja walked downstairs, for me to change. 10 minutes later I came downstairs, and we walked to school. Once we got to school it was 3rd period. Deja and I went our separate ways.

( Lunch / 12: 15)

I walked into the lunch room. I didn't talk the whole day, i'm just ignoring everyone. Ayee Jay! You decided to come. Demetrius said. I just looked up at him and looked back down. I talked to Promise for you. Demetrius said sitting down next to me. I gave him a look like tell me then. Oh, you want to know what happened? I looked at him like nah dip stupid ass.

I told her and she stayed silent. Well i said Jay didn't mean to fuck you. You know when people get drunk or high they don't know what they doing. So you really can't be mad at him, except for the fact he got high. Stop being mad at him and get over it you'll be good. Then she didn't say nothing. That's what happened? I asked. Yea, well look she coming you can talk to her. Demetrius said getting up, to get his lunch.

Promise. I said grabbing her wrist. What? She asked. Are you still mad at me? I asked. I don't know, so leave me alone so i can think. Promise said yanking out my grip. This girl a trip. I said to myself.

Demetrius came and sat next to me and all my niggas sat near me. I got up and left, i felt a little guilty.

( Promise's P.O.V. )

I signed when Jay left. I mean like he was high, he really didn't know. I was thinking about going after him, but i didn't. He had to leave the school already. I'll call him later.

The whole day i felt wrong, through all my classes. But i did job faking like the day was perfect. I got on the bus started day dreaming about Jay. When we got to my stop i quickly got off the bus. I entered the house, went upstairs into my room and changed.

I came back downstairs to get a snack. I searched the house but Jay wasn't here. So i tried calling him. It went straight to voice mail. I went to the park, to see if he was there. I think that was him, i walked over to see who it was. It was Jay, I sat next to him. He looked at me, then faced the sunset. What? Jay asked. I came to see if your ok. I said. Well, i am. You can go back home. Jay said. Jay. What? Nevermind. I get up and leave. Promise. Jay said looking back at me. I turn around. I'm sorry. Jay said. It's ok. I'm over that now. I said. Jay gets up walks towards me , he holds my hand while we walk home.