The Wrong Decisions I make

Chapter 10: Jealous Shawn

( Wednesday, Shawn's P.O.V.)

I really don't feel comfortable about Jay and Promise dating. France was suppose to help me, but i guess she didn't when i was gone. I walk into class and sit in my seat next Promise. Hey Shawn. Promise says smiling. Hey. I say. Are you cool with me an Jay dating? Cause i know you like me anyway. Promise asked. Not really, but ya'll can do ya'll. I said. Shawn you know i like you too, right? Promise asked. I thought you did. I said. What you mean? Promise asked. Deja told me Jay and you were flirting when i was gone. And it was like you forgot all about me. Oh yea, you fucked Jay. Also you were all up on him. I said. Promise stayed silent and just faced forward.

Promise i didn't mean to hurt you. I just loved you and you dating Jay when you knew i loved you. I said. I know you didn't you just telling me how you feel about it. Promise said. But I may not love you like i did. I'll just love you as a best friend. I said. Promise got up and left the class. I do think i felt a little harsh. I got up and went after her. I went to the football field, and she was sitting on the bleachers crying. I sat next to her.

Leave me alone, since you don't love me no more. Promise said. I never said i didn't still love you i said might. Promise you know i love you more than anyone else. You've always been my number 1. You know i want you to myself. And Promise i'll just wait since i can't do anything about ya'll breaking up. I said getting up taking her hand and we walk back to class.

We enter class and everyone starring at us like we made a crime or some shit. Shawn and Promise go to the office to get your referral for leaving my classroom with permission. Promise sat down, like nothing happened, and so did I.

( After school)

I sit with France on the bus and across from Promise and Jay. Shawn i'm sorry. France said. About what? I asked. I didn't hook you up with Promise. I mean she does like you more than Jay. France said. She used to like me more than Jay. I said. Why you acting like that? Like what? Doubting that Promise might like you, acting like you'll never date her or whatever. Are you losing interest in her, because she dating Jay. If that so your being stuck up. I'm not losing interest in her, France , you know how i am. When i don't get something i want I act like this.

The bus arrives at my stop, i get up and walk off. Bye Shawn. Promise said. I didn't say nothing back, right now i want to be alone.

(Promise's P.O.V.)

It seems like Shawn is trying to make me feel bad for dating Jay. That's ignorant, i really never seen him like this. I get off the bus when we arrive at my stop. Jay holds my hand on the way to the house. I get me a snack and go upstairs and change into some shorts, a big ass shirt, and shin high socks. I sit next to Jay on his bed.

Why Shawn acting stuck up? Jay asked. I really don't want to tell him. But he my boo thang, and i can tell him anything. I thought .If i tell you don't over react ok. I said. Iight. Jay said. Well, he mad cause i'm dating you. And I knew he liked me and i started dating you. He said you knew he liked me. Also he don't feel comfortable us going out. I said. Oh. Jay said.

Paris to the side >>>>>

Yea. How you feel? I asked. I don't even know. Jay said. Really? I said looking at him. The only thing i got is, i love you, so why not date you. Jay said. True. I said. Do you like Shawn? And tell the truth. I'm not gone to say nothing. Jay asked. I stayed silent for a while. I finally spoke out. Yea. I said. Oh. Jay does that make you feel some type of way ? No.

The door rang, I went downstairs to answer it. Hey Shawn. I said. Hey. Shawn said. You ok? I asked. A little. Aw, sit on the couch. I wanted to talk to you anyway. I said. Really? I thought you'd be mad at me. Shawn said. I was at first. Well what you want to talk to me about? How much do you like me? More than me. Aw. Well i wrote a poem for you. That's why i came over here. Shawn hands the poem to me. I'll read it later. iight.