My Long Lost Bad Boy

Lust

-Alex's POV-

I still didn't understand what just happened. Weren't we acting all lovey dovey just seconds ago? And now what? She even cried and left me all alone, after not seeing each other for one and a half year.

Was it my fault? Probably.

But i was irritated enough since Alice kept on pestering the fact that i didn't contact her at all during that one and a half year. I told her the reasons. It's not like i'm lying or anything either. Did she suspect me cheating that much? Was it that? Or something else?

Shit.

I just made her cried again didn't i.

Mannn, i'm fucking screwed.

"Yo, dude! You okay?" i heard Jace yelling from his window upstairs. He probably saw what just happened.

I brushed my hair backwards and scratched my neck before turning my head to him. "Yeah, dude. Just.. some lover's quarrel i guess" i slightly smiled.

"Let's talk inside!" he yelled again gesturing me to come inside and i did.

"What happened? Sorry i didn't mean to peek but i heard you yell so.." he frowned, waiting for me to reply.

I groaned and covered my eyes with my palms. "Man, i'm fucked up" i mumbled.

"W-What? Did you fight? She's mad at you for not contacting her right?"

I shrugged, putting my hands down on my laps. "Yeah.. But i explained everything already. Yet she kept on quipping" i paused  "Was it wrong for me to yell at her?" yeah. I kinda felt bad now, i mean, i've never yelled at her before.

Jace peered his eyes at me as if something was wrong with me. He shook his head and clicked his tongue at the same time. "What?" i asked

"London must be tough for you huh" he clicked his tongue again, shaming me.

I slightly snorted because i didn't get what's he's getting at. "Get to the point"

"Dude" he sat facing me "You would never yell at Alice no matter what before" he frowned even more. "Isn't that enough reason to prove you wrong?"

This kinda surprised me. He caught me there. I stared blankly and thought deeply about this. I would never yell at Alice no matter what before right..? And i just fucking yelled at her, Jesus! My brain must be misplaced somehow.

"Shit! Shit shit shit!" i cursed over and over again realizing my stupid mistake i just made. I even made her cry. Since when was i a jerk? I swear i would never make her cry again, damn it!

"You realized now?" he asked patting my shoulder, calming me down. "It's okay. Alice is really kind you know, don't waste her. Cherish her. You won't find another girl like her again" he smiled, and at that moment i felt his emotion. Was he perhaps..?

"Hey, you're not actually..?" i frowned

He shrugged "Who knows" and grinned "That's why stop making her cry. Or who knows what would i do"

Seriously Jace!? You gotta be kidding me..

"Seriously man?" i snorted "She's my woman" i think i over emphasized it.

He laughed holding his stomach. I frowned even more at his reaction. What the fuck man?

"You should look at your face!" he said in the middle of his laughs "That was fucking funny man you looked so serious!" he laughed even louder he laid down on the couch since he couldn't hold his laughs back.