I don't think as highly of myself, as I say I do. It's just never come to me. So when people say nice things about me, I'm surprised.
In 5th grade my friend Noah had a crush on me, and when he told me, I rejected him.
But only because I thought that he could find someone better that me, and at the end of he wrote me a note. He said that there was no-one better that me, and that I was more deserving that I say.
I'm a very outgoing person as I've been told by many people, but I still think that there's always someone better that me. My self-belief is low, my self-confidence shatters easily, my self-esteem doesn't really exist.
The main reason I surround myself with friends is because they make me forget my insecurities, and let me relax and be myself. Usually I don't care what most say about me, but at times, it really can matter to me.
I think low of myself, only because I see no reason to think highly of myself. I don't know anymore, things are just stressful for me now.
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