11/02/16 17:14
you knew.
you knew i was weak,
vulnerable, empty
and craving for love.
security. protection.
you struck like an eagle
in the wings waiting
to devour it's prey.
you weaned your way
into my heart and destroyed it.
crushing it from the inside out
and leaving me there
to bleed and rot
slowly and painfully.
you left me to suffer.
you knew i couldn't live without you.
you knew i was hurting.
crying. dying inside.
but you just didn't care.
i want to cry.
to scream. to curse.
i want to yell out
my hate and anger
i want to tell you that
i hate you and
how i wish i never met you
but
i can't.
i can't hate you.
i can't erase you from my mind.
i can't erase you from my heart.
can't turn back in time
and never saw you
but all i can do is
apologize.
and for that, i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i ever loved you.
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abstruse. // poetry
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