Sold To The Dirty

Chapter 5

Slowly turning to my left, I faced for the first time in 6 years, the woman who started all this pain on me.

My mother.

My mother was in front of me. The very person who took me away from my family. I don't want to see her now. Why is she here.

She began walking towards me, I was pulled into her embrace. I couldn't breath. This is too much.

"MOM, Let her go!" Dakota said worry lacing his voice.

"Why, she's my baby I haven't seen her in years, I want to hold her." This woman said right best to my ear.

"Mom, you need to let go. She's close to having a panic attack."

That's when she pulled away, and looked at me. Her happy face turned to confused and sad.

I couldn't do this, I wasn't supposed to meet her today.

My mate was in front of me now. Trying to calm me down, it's working. But I don't want it to work. I need to be alone and blacking out seems to be the only way. I need to thinks. Just as I didn't want it to happen, my vision cleared and breathing calmed. I could think clearly.

"Are you okay?" Alpha Alexander asked.

I nodded. Sadly I was okay.

"We know you didn't want to meet your mother yet, so we took her away. We will get you used to the pack house and your father first, and then you can talk to your mother another time."

I gave him a look that hopefully portrayed a thankful look.

He helped me up, and walked me away from the front door. We went up some stairs and went down some halls. Soon we came up to a large door, the door looked the same as the others except that it had a wolf howling at the Moon engraved onto the floor. It was a nice touch.

"This is my room, I hope you would like to sleep in here, if not I guess I could arrange another room for you?..."

I didn't have anything to respond with. I nodded. I followed him into the room. The room was big, huge windows. The bed was on big circle white rug against the wall, while the carpet was a dark blue. Bed-side tabled with lamps we're on both sides. The walls were painted a nice navy blue, leaving the ceiling a classic white. The room was very homey. I liked it.

"It's not dark yet but I'd figured you'd like to get comfortable and stuff first." He paused and rubbed the back of his neck. "I hope it's to you liking. There's some clothes in the drawer, socks, underwear, shirts, and pants. Dresses and such are in the closet across from mine. The attached bathroom is that door." He pointed to a open door on the right.

I nodded and walked around a little bit, and sat on the bed. This bed was huge, and so soft. I just wanted to bury myself in the blankets.

"Do you want you watch a movie?" Alpha Alexander asked.

Getting excited I nodded. I had don't remember seeing any movies from when I was younger. He put the movie in the DVD player and turned on the TV and a few minutes later the movie started. He came and sat on the bed, and I adjusted myself to be in a comfortable position. Obviously it was criss-cross-apple-sauce, that's like the most comfortable position ever, other than the splits while leaning forward and propping your head up on your hands. That's really comfortable.

The movie was a romance. Where this girl got fired from her job at a bakery and had to find another one. She ended up getting a job at a rich families house to take care of their paralyzed son. It was a pretty good movie so far, it has almost made me cry, because the girl is trying so hard to impress the man and do everything right for him. That reminded me of myself. Trying to impress him so many times, but it was never enough. I always did something wrong, I am never good enough. I hate myself.

The movie was soon over, a very dramatic ending, but it was amazing.

Someone brought up some dinner, I hardly touched it. The few bites I did have we're very good though, I almost wanted to eat more. But, I knew my limit.

The Alpha helped me start a shower because the shower was way too fancy for me. So many different nobs.

We soon settled down for bed and fell asleep to a dream a little nightmares for the first time in a long time.

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