Some Shit She Said .

"HAVE FAITH" .

I'm sorry I'm not thanking you for hanging me over the edge, watching me reevaluate my reason for living.
I don't take back my cursing
I don't take back my hatred towards your logic.
Three years later, I'm sitting here looking back , wondering how amazing my life could've been if you didn't tear me from limb to limb,
I am not scared of you.
I do not care to reason with your rules and expectations because when you were the one person I trusted, you turned your back.
And even when I'm surrounded with people, love and affection all I see is their backs.
You made me blind.
Now I'm here drowning in self-pity.
If you sent help to bestow the vision I lacked, maybe I would've seen the blessing in the perplexity.
But for right now, all I see are backs.
The turned backs.
The back of my mind.
The back of my mind where I can see the abundance of success I'll never get to experience.
All because of you.