Illumination Of Souls[Completed]

Spicy Feelings Unleashed!

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

                                                                     Lao Tzu.

The few moment of peace that seeped in Udit's life, in those moments when he finally decided to let go off his past after three days of his actual breakdown was something he never thought he will ever experience in his life time now. It was one of those special moments of his life, where he sat in the greenery under the stars and moon, making the most important decision of his life. A decision, the courage for which he has earned from that girl whom he thought to be a crazy since the first day, but now when he actually analysed her, he realized how much strength it required to be like her.

But now she is your strength and courage.

His subconscious made an appearance again making him smile. He recalled the last three days, when she taught him the violin in the morning and then when he won't understand the writing class of Ranveer, she would help him like a pro.

He missed Sheena's creative class more though but he was trying to get acquainted with Ranveer too. Keywords: Only trying. He still has to go a long way though.

"Is the arrogant kid smiling alone to himself?" He heard Sheena's cheeky teasing tone.

Shooking his head he shifted a little on the bench making place for her to sit whilst she was taken aback by her sudden gesture of respect towards her. 

"So you have finally decided to let go off the past, is it so?" Udit flinched all of a sudden at the open mention of past by Sheena. A feeling of betrayal coaxed in his heart which formed the angry lines on his forehead. Did she betrayed me by telling Sheena everything?

"Hey, no need to get angry. I don't know anything like you are thinking apart from the fact that you opened upto Karishma. I saw her crying the other morning outside your room so she just told me that, you told her everything and it hurts her to see you so broken. She hasn't spoken a word more to me, because she can never go against your wishes". Sheena explained realizing the internal conflict of his mind and soul and his body immediately relaxed knowing the fact that his secrets were saved with his Karishma.

My Karishma!!

"Udit I won't say that it's a work of a second to forget everything because I know it's not, but all I will tell you is that, if you have faith in yourself then nothing is impossible".

He nodded sitting straight and then feeling her gaze on him, he asked her, "Do you want to ask me something?"

"Yes!"

"Ask!"

"You love Karishma, don't you?" Totally off guard by her query, he turned his face to her side. Though he can't see her face, but he felt the absolute seriousness of her tone, and he was sure, she wasn't joking or throwing a lame teasing session.

"I don't know". He replied the most common line that every guy finds to voice, in such situations where they are questioned about their love.

"Ok then I will prove you that you love her. Just wait a minute, I will be back". She suggested and before he can even utter a word, she ran away somewhere not caring that she looked like an excited teenager to him who just got her first smile from her first crush.

Stop your weird thoughts, Shenoy. More than her, you look like a lost candy in the world of candies who can't find it's wrapper.

"Huh!" Udit snapped back to his conscious mind immediately as he felt the weird sensations erupting in the pit of his belly, and all he felt, was naked desires of confessing his feelings to her.