Mariana Reads (And Reviews): Lovesick Baker

Broken Or Not

(AN: Sorry that I'm, yet again, a little bit late to post this chapter but the reason is that I'm preparing for the Apocalyptic shitstorm that will be the 2016 US Presidential election. Oh, and Google Images and TV Tropes, that too. As always, although my words are pretty, the story's much better when you actually read the source material, so read the awesome story written by Fangirling_FTW_, you won't regret it. Remember, as always, that a beta for me is like literal kryptonite, so I have taken the necessary measures to stop sudden death by beta and avoided using one for this fic. I'd really appreciate that if you find and error, please tell me and I'll see to what ends of the world I'll go to fix it. And now quick announcement: This fic's almost ending. I know, I know, there's riots in every street and everyone's crying because there's three chapter plus an epilog of sorts left and I'll announce right now the most important election you'll do this week: The choice of which fic I'll read next. The choices are as follows: (reads the paper in obvious disgust and hate) " My Immortal" by "Tara Gilesbie" (ugh) or "My Inner Life" by "Jenna" (kill me, please). There is no winning in this occasion, both are horrible, horrible fics, with an extreme case of Mary Sue, and OCC, so the only choice you have is: How do you wnat me to suffer the most? To find out: Vote)

*a cocktail of a measure of happiness, two splashes of rage, and a touch of pride are on her face* DEAN!!!!!!!!!!! Why haven't you told Cas that you love him? Well, at least he and Cas are together. Cas starts telling us that he doesn't care that Dean hasn't told him he loves him, and then he tells something that makes me realize that I really shouldn't be angry with Dean, that even if he doesn't tell him, he feels it. And then we are thrust right into when and where we are: Sam's wedding! *practically crying of joy and glee* Dean is practically bursting at the seams with stress. Really, he's literally having a panic attack because he can't find his tie. *coos* I don't know about you, but that's just so fucking adorable that I can't even. Cas is practically laughing his ass off, keeping his calm while Dean's basically more anxious than even Sam at this moment. Cas even mocks this, only so that Dean tells us that it has to be perfect 'cuz it's Sammy *barely holds in her pterodactyl screech* And remember kids, that sound was going to be completely normal. Cas tells us that it had been six months since the 'Coming-Out Dinner™', and it had been three months since he and Dean had moved in together (YAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS). Cas moved out of his apartment upstairs from his cafe and got a new place together with Dean, after much begging and pleading from the latter's part which only convinces me more that Dean's a BAMF Cinnamon Roll™. Cas finds it in one try  in Dean's garment bag, as previously told to him. Cas tries to calm Dean, telling him that he just needs to chill, but, of course, Dean is the human version of.... Dunno, something very very not chill, like Game Of Thrones. He's the human non-mass-murdering, actually-nice-and-cuddly version of Game Of Thrones. Dean tells Cas about how amazing he is (something I wholeheartedly agree with) and says that the colour palette is not so bad for almost pink, AKA: salmon.  Cas tells Dean that he will completely outshine Sam in such level that he will only have eyes for him, although I believe that's nothing new and that he has always has had this condition. But with that tangent, he inadvertently reveals that he has seen Jess' dress, due to their budding friendship growing through these six months. It's all puppies and roses 'till Cas remembers the date, October 15th. *face falls* Cas avoids the subject when Dean tries to ask about it, with the former trying to push whatever memories this day brings down from his head, saying it's not important and that he'll tell Dean after they make it to the wedding. *already preparing her tissues* Why do I have the feeling I'll need these and more?

*utterly worried, as if she had the sword of Damocles over her head* Cas makes his introductions with the rest of Jess' family, while Dean is searching for Bobby, presenting him to Cas, with the former having an anxiety attack about meeting the nearest thing the Winchesters have to an actually decent father. *calms herself just a minute just to appreciate the inherent awesomeness of Bobby Singer and his "holy" creation* Bobby gives his approval to Cas, welcoming him to the family, with him offhandedly mentioning Destiel's future wedding and imagining how much of a chaos of a person Dean will be in that time, a scene that is literally so sweet that I have the feeling that Gabe is very, very near... *suddenly worried* Aw  Hell NAWH!!!!! I'm refusing to believe that and that is absolutely not true and Gabe is secretly in Monaco with three million dollars in cash and two thousand pounds of candy. *relaxes*  Okay, let's return to the story. Jam's wedding's beautiful, with Dean's best man speech being so chick-flicky that it is impossible for Dean never to be chick-flicky again. Destiel and Jam start bantering, to which's awesomeness cannot be comprehended in a human's brain, ending with Sam and Jess confronting Cas for him never cashing in the check they gave him for the wedding cake, which Cas explains that it is merely a wedding gift. A sweet, 300 dollar wedding gift, which was revealed to be Dean's idea all along, to which I'm creating a game called "Why The Fuck Are You So Cute, Dean Winchester?" with the winners being either sacrificed to the rabid wolves at Night Vale Zoo... or eating a cookie. May the odds ever be in your favor. *extremely ashamed for that bomb of references just released and prepares herself to make a joke about angels and Cas not being one of them when she reads a little bit more in the story* Son of a bitch. *incredibly desperate* Apparently, Cas isn't coping well with the date and its epiphany and leaves the room as fast as one can say "Daddy-Issues" and goes for a walk, resting finally in one of the playgrounds *preparing herself for sobbing as there is a tense atmosphere in her room*