shawn mendes imagines

"you knew yet you still stayed"

Your pov :
ive been with shawn for 2 years now and we live together and when that happened im just used to the routine where when i woke up he will be right beside me and we give each other kisses. But now everything just flipped like i dont see him often he leaves the house bringing his clothes and saying he's staying at Andrew's but when i call him he will occasionally say "i thought he was with you" that's the hardest part the more you love the person the more it makes it harder for you to let go .

right now im downstairs at our couch going through my phone when suddenly shawn burst through the door

"hey" i said

As usual no response

he went upstairs and i secretly followed him i saw that he's in the bathroom and left his phone on the bed i opened it and saw that his lock screen was not of us anymore but with Camila just seeing that broke my heart and i unlocked his phone

stupid shit he knows he's cheating yet the password remains

i immediately looked at this texts and saw at the very top a contact named "bae💗" i thought it was me then i opened it and read that really made my balloon popped.

bae 💗 : had fun last night shawn hope we can do it again sometime😙

shawn : of course camz i love you💖 id do anything for you.

bae 💗 : awwe i love you moree! ❤

It was camila.

I didnt realize i was already crying then i heard a lock in the bathroom so i quickly exit the messages and locked his phone and placed it where it used to be and quickly ran down

i got some tissues and cried my eyes out while going on my phone and heard shawn go down the stairs

"hey whats wrong" he said as he shifted to the couch

i ignored him and turned around so that my back was facing him

"see this is why im not home often its because you're a drama queen you cry just for fun and you think its cute but its actually annoying" he bursted at me

"I cry for fun? Listen shawn you're never home and if you think i don't know the reason why then you're wrong" i said tears already streaming down my face

he sighed and paused for a moment and soon all there was is awkward silence.

soon enough he spoke " you knew yet you still stayed " he looked at me

"well yeah, maybe i thought one day you would realize its one big sick joke and you'll love me again" i stared at his eyes

i was waiting for a response but as usual i got nothing

so i stood up and went to our bedroom - - i mean his because I'm leaving

i grabbed my suitcase and started putting all of my clothes in and necessities.

I turned around and saw Shawn leaning against the frame of the door

"look im sorry" he said

"sorry too" i stopped packing and looked at his eyes

his eyes lit up

"For wasting your time and for staying" i said and continued packing

"Please stay i promise to stop seeing her and I'll even delete her number now" he came to me and stopped me.

"Stop seeing her ? Fine , delete her number ? Fine do it but its not gonna stop me from leaving you" i said and continued what i was doing

A/N
most corniest yet entertaining fight I've wrote lmao also sorry to those "shawmila" shippers but tbh I'm not one of them i just dont like them together . don't hate me lovees !!
- anonymous ❤