shawn mendes imagines

"i cry every night"

Y/N POV :
i was lying in mine and Shawn's bed alone while on my phone.

yes, im alone because Shawn's on tour. i miss him like crazy and there are a lot of things I'm not used to yet like having an empty bed space, no kisses in the morning, and to cuddle with

i didn't realize that I was already crying until my phone ringed

bbshawn💗

shawn. calling me on face time
of course i answered .

i answered and he's wearing that gray shirt i love on him and a white earpiece maybe he's about to go on stage

"hey babe" he said

"hey boo i miss you" i said pouting

"miss you to so much but don't worry ill be home soon to cuddle and kiss you" he said and chuckled

i chuckled back and noticed a tear fell on my cheek

"babe don't cry please" he said

"sorry you must think I'm a crybaby" i wiped my tears

"of course not, do you think that i don't cry because i miss you and my family? i cry every night y/n like I want to get on a plane and fly back " he said then there was a short period of silence

"shawn...i-I'm sorry" i stuttered i didn't know  Shawn felt this way

"No its okay" he smiled

"i just really didn't know u felt that way" i said

"ya i just wanna see my family and spend time with them" he looked so sad i thought of a great idea

"shawn, tell you what you don't need to come straight here after your done with tour you can go straight home you can go tell Andrew or some thing" i smiled

i really miss him but i know his family miss him more

"really?" His face lit up

"Yup your family needs u shawn and u need them so its fair enough" i chuckled

"5 minutes Shawn" someone said at the back

"go do your thing sing your heart out make your fans proud make everyone smile" i said

"Thanks babe that honestly motivated me a lot i wish i could kiss you but i can't" he pouted

"Shawn 2 minutes"

"i wish this conversation was longer but i have to do my thing"

"text you later ,going to stage now, bye love you" he threw a flying kiss

"love you more" i smiled