Honestly I Don't Know

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Honestly I don't know.

It's good one second,

Then bad the next.

What am I supposed to do?

It's only monday,

And I'm already

Lost.

Sometimes I think,

Oh it's going to be,

A great day...

In honesty...

I know I'm lying

Part of the time.

Sometimes to stay alive,

You've got to kill your mind.

You've also got to kill,

Your emotions.

Don't have to be completely

Heartless...

But you do have to

Block out the pain.

I know this poem sucks.

It isn't even in a poetic form.

Yup. 

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I wrote this in my AP World History class one day a few weeks ago. I'm just super stressed out anymore and I have no ambition to write anything but poems. The only poems i seem to be writing though are sad. I've tried writing happier things but hey are just not coming out like the sad ones. I'll make my next update happy though.

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