I'm soul searching
to find me in myself
Whether I find or destroy me
From the people around me
I feel like not breathing
Sinking below the surface of meaning
With the clocks in my head all rust and deserting
while I'm leaning against my thoughts
That wrack my brain of reflections
Of the previous me that's self-serving
Without that knowledge I've been earning
So now the clocks in my head are constantly turning
Constantly earning for knowledge of learning
Thinking of ways of dreaming and scheming
That my mind is no longer self-serving
Reflections not leaving
And still I am thinking
Thinking of ways to learn more
Learn more from around me
Wether they find or destroy me
With all this soul searching
