I feel so hollow
So cruel to myself
who knows what
I used to blame you
For breaking my heart
But now
You mean nothing to me
So who am I to blame for my misery?
My misery that keeps me up at night
Some say insomnia I say paranoia
who knows how
I blame my brain
That plays tricks on me
But now
I keep thinking its all of me
So what am I supposed to do with all of this negativity?
My negativity should be poured down
The endless drain of broken souls
who knows where
I blame the faucet
For running for so long
But now
It's too late it's gone on forever
So when is it okay to come out?
Of this hiding place
I made to call "home"
Who knows when
I've been there for too long
To think of regrouping
But now
There's that small light in the distance
Why can't I see darkness anymore?
