Seeing You Again

Chapter 20

Harry's POV

Lily and I walk to the dining hall before heading into the kitchen. As quietly as I can I make her hot chocolate while she sits on the counter, watching my every move intently.

Once I'm done making her hot chocolate I hand her the cup before finding a clear spot to sit. I watch Lily sip her hot chocolate, her gaze never meeting mine. I smile at her as she watches her feet swing in front of her. When she finishes her drink we still haven't uttered a word to one another and it's making me extremely frustrated. She places the empty cup beside her on the counter and I take it as my cue to go over to her.

I stand in between her legs before cupping her cheeks in my hands, making her look me in the eyes.

"Please talk to me, look at me, do something.'' I beg and she hesitates before doing something I never thought that she would do again.

She kissed me.

At first I'm shocked at her actions but I quickly respond, my lips move against her feverishly. I've been craving this for a long time. We pull away after a couple minutes, both of our lungs in desperate need of oxygen. She smiles at me and can't help but return it.

"Now what?" I ask and she shrugs her shoulders. "I don't know and I don't care." Her voice comes out breathless and I smile, knowing that I made her that way. "How much longer do we have left here?" She asks me and I stop and think for a moment. "About 2 weeks, roughly." I reply and she sighs. "Hey, hey, hey. Don't look so sad. We'll always have summer camp.'' I say but all she does is shake her head. "No we won't. In the summer my parents and I are moving, unless I move back here we won't have summer camp anymore." Her eyes start to tear up and I look away.

I can't stand seeing girls cry, especially if I can't do anything about it either.

Awkwardly I just stand there and rub her back.

"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't be acting like this. Let's just go back to the cabin and let the boys know that I'm alright." She says and I nod my head, helping her down from the counter we slowly make out way back to the cabin.

Lily's POV

We enter the cabin and the guys are sitting there with there heads in there hands.

"What's wrong guys?" They all look up at the sound of my voice, a wave of relief overcoming all of them.

"Where were you?" Niall asks me, jumping up from his spot to engulf me in a hug. "We were out looking for hours." I look up at him before looking at Harry. "Harry can tell you better then I can, I was blacked out for most of it."

They all to turned to a nervous looking Harry.

Harry's POV

Everyone turned to look at me and I scratched the back of my neck nervously.

"Well after I rushed out of the cabin I ran out to the lake to look for Lily. When I came across her I immediately went to her before picking her up and bringing her back here."

"Why the hell didn't you tell us?!" Louis yelled at me and I sigh. "I would've if I came across you guys on the way back to the cabin, but I didn't and my main goal was to get Lily warm again, not to find you guys to tell you I found her." I spat at him and he clamps his mouth shut.

"If you're main concern was warming up Lily then where were you two?" Liam asks me suspiciously. "If you let me finish my story you'd know where we were and why." I say and Liam shuts his mouth to before motioning for me to continue with my story.

"After I got Lily warm and she came back to the real world from her slumber we talked for a bit before heading to the mess hall where I made her hot chocolate in the kitchen. Then we came back here and you know the rest." Lily gives me a thankful look and I nod my head quickly and curtly, hoping the boys didn't notice. Luckily they didn't.

They let the subject drop and Louis pulled Lily down into his lap. She leans her head against his chest and his arm draps around her waist, bringing her closer to him.

Before I can do anything that I know I'll regret I sit down on my bed.

"Now what are we going to do?" Niall asks and I shrug my shoulders, not like anyone really payed attention.

"We should sleep." Lily's quiet voice fills the cabin and I smile at the sound of it.

Absentmindedly I nod my head along with the rest of the boys. Louis lays down, Lily curled into his front. He wraps his blankets around the two of them before wrapping his arms around her waist. Her head lays down on his chest and she's asleep in seconds, Louis soon after.

I stare at Lily longingly, wishing that she was falling asleep in my arms and not Louis's. I know I've fucked up but still I wish we could just look past that. But she's moving soon and I'll never see her again. She'll be up and gone, out of my life forever.

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Hey guys! I'm sorry if this isn't my best chapter but I've been a bit distracted and if it's short then I'm sorry for that too. Please comment, vote and fan though. It'll make my day and motivate me too. Love ya!

-S.M