Well people might come up to me and ask me hey "why do you look like a zombie" and I usually say "well cause i actually think I'm dying" and they would just laugh and walk away saying "what a freak" and return to their little pack of friends. And then there was me, Elana, sitting near the bin in the cafeteria. Basically that was where I was on the social or popularity leader board, below the cafeteria bins. I hated my life because i was just left out of absolutely everything that went on in the years drama or gossip but also because I had no friends. The only time i actually heard about the drama is when it was about me and how much of a strange and ugly person i was. So that was extra fun to add to the top of my struggles (sarcastically speaking).
As a 5 year old kid my dad left my family and I, well that's what I thought but he actually died from lung cancer and what was even worse is that I only knew that when i was 17 which was last year. Mum and I have sort of never been the same after that. We've always been distant since that day.
So that's a little about me and how my life went from ok to absolutely horrible. When i found out about how dad died i stayed at home for 3 weeks and when i came back no one even realised i was gone and no one even came up to me and said "hey, are you ok?". no one even knew that my dad was dead but that was again, because i had no friends.
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RomanceElana is a young girl who never really fit into the school popularity leader board and if she was, she is always at the bottom. Elana has had her life ruined by many other girls in her year but especially when she was 5 her mom told her that her dad...
