Extra Marital Affair? - MaNan FF (Completed)

~Chapter 11~ I Love You

*NO PROOF READING, PARDON ME FOR THAT*

*Content highly MATURE CONTENT, if you are not comfortable with it, please don't read it

(18+ recommended after /-/-/-/)

['BOLD' dialogues are of Nandini's heart and 'BOLD+ITALIC' are other dialogues. Please don't get confused]

It's been two days since mine and Manik's encounter that happened here only. In my office. It was around 11 in the morning, and I sat at my chair thinking what's happening in my life.

From last two days, Manik has been messaging me. But just usual stuff. Good Morning, Good Night, Sleep Well, please take care. He never really mentioned about where are we going to talk. He asked me that day that when he asks, will I go with him? but the thing is he never asked. Ridiculous. Isn't it?

I sighed and sipped my coffee leaning over my chair. I almost ignored his every message leaving just Good Morning and Good night. I was still mad at him. of course. Was I? can I?

That's strange that in just one talk he made me melt in to him. how can he just do that? I am mad at him because he wasn't there with me when I told him about my past. I was already shattered because I have seen the worst. Now may be I want to see the best. But that best I want to see is with him, for him.

I really don't know whether I am still mad at him or not. The way he asks for forgiveness just melts me. But can you Nandini forgive him for walking away from you? Can I?

"Of course you can, you fool..." I heard someone saying. I looked here and there to find someone, but there was.... Uhmm... No one.

"look here you dumb head, look down" again I heard a voice and I immediately looked down at my lap. What the hell is wrong with me? Why I am behaving like a lunatic.

"Because you clearly are. I am inside you. Your heart" I rolled my eyes on my heart's talk. Like seriously? Now I have seriously gone mad, insane.

"admit it, you need my help." I heard. I can clearly sense over confidence in it.

"what help?" I asked. Or rather muttered under my breath.

"about him..."

"about whom?" I asked back.

"as if you don't know whom I am talking about. I am your heart not someone else's. stop hiding from me yaa..." I sighed and leaned back on chair.

"what do you think? What are we feeling?" I asked closing my eyes.

"Love my darling." I heard it speaking proudly.

"we can't love him. he is married. He has his own family." I said still closing my eyes.

"that 'Married' label. I don't understand it. I just understand what I see. And I can clearly see, we are in his heart too."

"but things will be complicated" I said rolling the paper weight on the table.

"you are making it complicated" I sighed deeply.

"but..." I tried to say, but how can I? when my stupid heart is talking.

"do you trust me Nandini?"

"of course I do. You are a part of me. I need to trust you" I said palming my face.

"then trust me. He is the one. We never felt this way before. Not even with that shit head Dev." Heart speaks truth.