This Is Not Poetry, My Soul Has Sprung a Leak

It's Hard Pt 1

It's Hard

to love someone so much, you fear that they don't love you the same

you tell them exactly how you feel, and there isn't one word that they are saying

You feel stuk underwater of a pool with an iron cover

it's like you're reaching to the top to grab air, but something pulls you deeper under

No matter what you're doing, it's always wrong in their eyes

you try to hide your insides and when you cry you ask why

Why doesn't he trust me, why doesn't he talk

everything will be shown in light what's done in the dark

So why would you cheat on him, why would you play with his heart

you've been faithful all along, way back from jump start

And then you feel the love from the love making, but he doesn't feel a thing

you cn't even bring him to climaxing, no quiet x-2-c moans for him to sing

You'd hate to lose all your faith in the relationship that you have

It's Hard to keep it, when you want whole but only you're putting up half

It's Hard to see him smiling at others but when you come, a frown comes along

You want to feel his feelings of love's stil lthere and not gone

It's Hard cause you still love him, and you always would

tell him to have faith in his girl because you're doing him good, like you should

And you know life could bring joy after the pain

you receive and he gain, all the shit he thinks he knows

you know it's not true so you let it go

then you find out that in his mind, he thinks you're a whore

Now that's hard

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