I need to stab myself to drain my emotions
because it's all building up and I don't think I can handle it all at this point and time
I have a real hard time sorting things out
cuz i have so many unanswered questions that I'm not trying to ask
I want to just ignore them all, but how?
It's surrounding me, like suffocation
I want to breath, but I'm unable to...how can this be?
Then on top of the emotions I try to hide, new ones appear...
now how did that shit happen...well that's one question I can answer myself
the looks a person give, their behavior in your presence
the amount of time you spend with them, the way they make you feel
and the fact you may either never been treated that way before or haven't in a long time...
so what I usually do in that situation, is avoid the person
but my, my, my, this situation is different
cause that's no such thing, if anything, he's gonna be around more...shit
what am I to do...accept it?
No, that's pretty hard, tell that person my thoughts...heck no...
You gots to be joking...I'm not bout to play myself...
Cause all I feel happening is him giving me this crazy ass look
an awkward, uncomfortable ass silence
and maybe even some words I'm not sure I want to hear
So alls I'm gonna do is keep it on a hush
Just hand me a knife, a razor, any sharp object will do
cause all this emotion I just can't bare
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This Is Not Poetry, My Soul Has Sprung a Leak
Poesia***BEFORE YOU READ*** By reading this, you are entering my soul. There's adult language and contents...! Every word comes from me; this is personal, but I don't mind sharing :) My type of poetry doesn't rhyme all of the time, just so you'd know, Mos...
