How do you tell someone those words for the first time?
Hearts racing
sweat's building
can hardely breath
how can you set the mood to say that shit?
what if it just won't come out?
now what?
awkward ass silence, just starring at each other
well maybe just them starring at you
you're looking everywhere but in their eyes
needing a drink of water
damn
even a swallow of spit
mouth is dry as hell
sweat beads about to drip in your eye
dripping off your chin
you keep wiping
heart keeps beating
you can't lock eyes
damn
is it really this hard
take a hurting ass swallow, wondering if they heard it
can they hear your heart?
shit
look at the time
you see their mouth is moving
what are they saying?
fuck it
close your eyes
relax an more important
BREATH
take a deep breath
have seat
grab their hand and just do it
they ask you
"Baby, you said you had to tell me something, right?"
you answer, "Yes....um...I know how you feel bout it, but I'm not gonna be able to go to the concert with you"
"oh, that's it? It's cool, we can chill here."
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This Is Not Poetry, My Soul Has Sprung a Leak
Poetry***BEFORE YOU READ*** By reading this, you are entering my soul. There's adult language and contents...! Every word comes from me; this is personal, but I don't mind sharing :) My type of poetry doesn't rhyme all of the time, just so you'd know, Mos...
