The Geek I Fell In Love With || Narcel √

eleven

Well i guess i lied about updating until January... The thing was that i read some comments on the last Chapter and i really liked what they said. And just like some of you guys i also hate Chase and how he forced Marcel into doing things he didn't want to do. Like breaking Niall's heart... and other things to come but those i wont say. So thanks for supporting my book and making me so happy!! Well here's Chapter Eleven so....

Enjoy! 

*skip to Monday*

N i a l l

I felt so empty without him and the fact that today I had to see him at school in Chase’s arms is just going to kill me. He destroyed me in the inside once he had said that everything he ever said was a lie and that he only wanted to get Chase jealous and that he was using me just killed me. And for the first time since Saturday I turned on my phone. I had turned it off not wanting anyone to text me or call me.

Once it had completely turned on I noticed that I had gotten a text from Marcel. I wanted to see what it said but at the same time I didn’t. What if it was him telling me that he was glad he had broken up with to go with Chase? What if it was a picture of him and Chase together? I shook my head trying to get the thoughts off my mind. In the end I opened the text.

I’m sorry Niall but I had to

What does he mean by that? He was sorry but he had to? What the fuck?! Anyways I turned my phone off and put it in my pocket and headed out my room. My parents kept bugging my all day yesterday and Saturday on why I was like this but I refused to tell them. “Niall sweetie are you okay? You know if you don’t want to go you don’t have to” my said. I saw pity in her eyes and that’s exactly what I didn’t want. “Mom I’m fine” I said and walked towards the door. “Niall aren’t you going to eat anything?” she said after me. “No mom I’m not hungry” I said and this time walked out and towards my car.

As I drove to school I suddenly started to get nervous. I parked my car and I hadn’t noticed to who I had parked next to until I looked to my left and saw him. The guy I loved with all my life. I quickly looked away and was about to get out of my car when Chase walked over to Marcel’s car. Marcel got out and Chase greeted him with a kiss and a hug. Chase noticed me staring at them while they were hugging and kissed Marcel again. After they went inside the building I got out of my car and made my way there too.

And to make things worst I had first period with both of them. When I walked in the class Chase and Marcel were sitting in the back together. I walked towards the back and sat two desks away from them. They hadn’t noticed me since they were having a full on makeout session. The final bell rung and that separated the two. The teacher walked in and I looked away from them and faced forward. From the corner of my eye I was able to see that Marcel’s naturally beautiful face looked like if he hadn’t slept well. I ignored it and wrote down the notes the teacher wanted us to write down.

The three first classes went by fast and we all found ourselves at lunch. I walked to my locker and put my stuff in. I close it and leaned against it. I just want this day to be over already. “Niall! Here you are, we’ve been looking all over for you” I looked to my right and my best friend Zayn and his boyfriend, Louis? What? Last time I saw Louis he was with a girl and not a guy. Zayn well I knew he was bi but he dated girls more than guys, but Louis? Since when is he bi? “Since when are you two you know” I pointed between them and then to the hands laced together.

They looked at each other and they both looked away blushing. “It’s been a while now” Zayn said and smiled at Louis. I envied them that they were happy and had someone who did love them unlike Marcel who just used me. “Well anyways we were–” just then Marcel and Chase walked down the hall. I saw Chase whisper something to Marcel and he made eye contact with me and gave me an evil smirk as they walked by. Right then when they walked by and had made eye contact with him I was able to see that he was fighting the urge of crying.

God Niall your just imagining things to make yourself feel better. I stormed out of there in the other direction from where they had gone. “Niall wait!” I heard Zayn yell after me. I got out of the building and headed towards my car. I didn’t want to spend another minute here and having to see them again. I drove away and I heard both Zayn and Louis tring to stop me from leaving. I stepped on the pedal and sped away. My vision got blurry and soon tears were falling down my cheeks I sobbed quietly to myself and drove to I don’t know where.

M a r c e l

I was outside by Chase’s car with all of his friends and what he had me do to Niall was just something I hated myself for doing. They were all talking and I just stayed quiet beside Chase. I heard the doors open hard and I saw Niall storm out and towards his car. The two friends that were with him yelled out his name to stop him but Niall just drove off. Suddenly I got the urge of crying but I blinked the tears away. “Babe are you okay?” Chase whispered in my ear. I nodded and smiled. Just then the bell rung and we all made our way to out next class.

The rest of the day went by fast and before I knew it Chase was kissing me goodbye and I got in my car. I went home and more than ever did I feel disgusted. Not only that I have to kiss Chase but the thing Chase is making me do whenever he wants me to do them. Me being in my room just reminds me of happy I was with Niall and how everything was perfect before all of this shit going on. I went downstairs and went into the kitchen. My mom was there making dinner but I had too much going on my mind that I didn’t say ‘hi’ to her.

“Marcel dear, what’s wrong? Today this morning you were really sad and you look like if you’ve been crying almost all day nonstop” she said and came closer to me and lifted my chin up to look at her. My vision got blurry and before I knew it I was crying again. “Aww baby don’t cry, I don’t like seeing you cry” she embraced me in a hug and rubbed my back. I sobbed into her neck and she was trying to calm me down. “Mom I hate myself and my life. I feel like dying right now” I sobbed. “Marcel don’t say that” she said.

I stiffed a couple of sobs and then I took a deep breath and calmed down. We pulled back from our embrace and she wiped some tears away with her thumbs. “Now tell me, what is making you feel this way?” she asked. I took another deep breath and calmed down completely. I told her everything that had happened on Saturday and by the end of the story I was in tears again and was in her arms again.

“Oh Marcel, just do whatever your heart wants. I don’t know if you realize it but your causing Niall more pain this way than how your trying to protect him from Chase harming him” she said. Now that she put it that way I guess I am causing him more pain. Chase always wanted me to date him and not Niall so now it makes sense that he wanted things like this. “I guess it makes sense mom, thanks” I pulled away from her and headed upstairs to my room. I took a quick shower and then went back downstairs to eat with them.

Later that night Chase kept texting me and then somehow he ended up here and I was laying down in his arms. Once he was deeply asleep, I got up and grabbed my phone and went inside the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the lights. I dialed Niall’s number and I hesitated to press call. I pressed the phone to my ear and I waited for him to pick up. Then on the fourth ring he finally picked up. “What do you want you heartbreaking bastard” Ouch. That hurt. He sounded drunk. “Niall I need to talk to you” I said. “Well guess what, I’m not interested in what you have to say so go and fuck that little boyfriend of yours” he said and hung up.

My eyes burned with tears. I fell to the ground and brought my knees to my chest. I sobbed quietly to myself and the fact that Niall hates me now just tares me apart. “Marcel are you okay?” I heard Chase say through the door. “Yeah it’s just that I felt sick” I said and wiped the tears and got I washed my face and opened the door. He was standing right there and smiled at him. He studied my face and furrowed his eyebrows.

“Marcel have you been crying?” he said. “No, why would you think I was crying?” I said and turned the lights off and walked past him. “Marcel I know something is bothering you. Your very easy to read” he said and wrapped his arms around my waist. “It’s nothing really” I said and pecked his lips. Now for real did I feel sick. We laid back down and I just let sleep get the best of me.

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So i know Chapter eleven  might of been a bit short but the next chapter will get very long. Oh and also i want to start something, the first to comment well get the next chapter dedicated to them. Just for fun. i'll be doing that for the next 4 chapters only so watch out for the update! Bye! 

Love you all! ♡

Miranda.